Tell me what to do.

I got this from i-don't-know who's blog ah, this is what i saw and i liked it alot. >

i really didnt know back then, but right now im totally sure, baby i know im your friend, but i wanna be much more, i get butterflies when i see you comin, oh boy you got me runnin, just feel it in my stomache, tells me i should be your woman,cause you the only one that makes my fairytale come true,how can someone make me so sad, but still i only want you to stay, i wanna say i love you so bad, but i dont wanna scare you away, please,i wish that you'll understand, that i wanna be more that just your friend, i wish you loved me,

I liked this phrase, and it simply explains how i feels now. I want to add somemore..


You said you likes her, and she turns out to be my favourite junior in my drama.
And, because of this, because of your feelings towards her,
i'm starting to despise her, hate her, dislikes her, curse her,
talk behind her back, everything that i could do to make people hate her.
I wanna stop all these, how i wish i could.I just want to be loved, by someone whom i loves. You were being so lovely, asking us to be bestfriends.Knowing that i will have you as a bestfriend of mine, knowing that i'm only your bestfriend, i'm happy enough, just for now.I loves you, and i just couldn't stop thinking 'bout you.Since you're so interested in her, then go for it..Nevermind about me, because i'm just simply your bestfriends. Aku cintakan kau,tapi aku mahu kau bahagia dengan keputusan kau


Okay, done, i'm feeling super upset now, i feel teary, i feel like crying, i feel little, im so nothing, im so stupid, im so..... speechless.. ):