Fana, what's wrong?

The reason why am i blogging again is for my dearest bitchy breasty. Me and her use to be very very close, and now, i seriously don't know why. Im afraid of talking out with you cause according to my attitude, i cannot talk nicely unless someone is there to control and warn me.

I seriously was god damn dumbfounded that when i tries to approach you, you either malas nk layan or jeleng at me, and you know what, this fucking hurts me. Look, the reason why earlier on im not very sticking with you cause you are on good terms with Chicken and im very happy for you. I don't want to keep sticking with you cause i want you to spend more time with Chicken! I didn't thought that by doing this, im actually neglecting you.

I didn't meant to neglect you and go with Fadhila and co.
Im doing this is for you own good, but you know what, the way you reacts to us, is absolutely ridiculous. You go to school early, okeh, i know that since few months ago. When you reaches school, you seldom start converation with me, or rather i'd say, you will never start conversation with me. And you know what, i thought to myself seems that she got herself a new bestfriend name ignorance.. I am being sacarstic, yes, i am. Why? I also don't know why.

We use to laugh together, talk together, make fun of people together and most importantly, be there for each other always. Now? Sorry i've to say this, Aini is like your new bestfriend. I know you well, i know what you like and what you don't like.

If you wanna stay coldly towards me still, i respect you. Now, what i tell myself is that my only BFF is neglecting me, or rather i'd say, i caused all these. For now, i know you're trying your very very best to get into the study mood and i can see, you can do it. :)

Frankly speaking, i seriously feel very sad, and ask yourself, is this fair to people around you? I know what is exactly going on within you and Chicken. I know you might be under stress, but please always always remember that i am here for you, i promise..

Hope we will talk soon, xoxo.

Editted @ 10.54pm.

Hmm, look at this, hehe! I love Shiping Princessey aye. I love you and last long with XiaoKel alright! Hehe, <3 you nah! :D

Hmm, one major news happened last night, most prolly in school for today. Was kinda sad and shocking when i found out, well, this is part and parcel of life, people come and go.. :')

Deares Suliana, may you rest in peace. Don't worry anymore, i know how you left, i know.
You're a very beautiful girl with a nice smile, rest in peace, i may not know you well, only talked to you for a couple of time, went to school a couple of time with Elyanti. I wil remember your smile. :)

On msn with Huzai and Heartaye now, hmm, i missing baby already. Okay lah, mommy nagging le, bai bai people.