Running

Okay hello, second post. Im kinda addicted to Flat's blogsong, its very nice and its very meaning for me, as in before i went to lepak with Ayun. But now i've reached home, i don't think that song elaborates about me and ma ex. Don't ask why, only Ayun and me knows why, bahaha! :P

Okie, went to Bangkit around 1+. Headed to Wendy's then off to 272 to meet up Emma darling. Miss her so much, wakwakwa! (: Greeted her mom, and then watch the kompang boys performed, and its very nice, but let me thought of ma ex. Okay shut up. Move on!! Then after that walked to 139 to meet Ham and Ayun.

Lepak, talked, then Ayun went home for awhile and Aryna & Mirrah came along. So we laughed and talked, then Ayun came along. After that Aryna & Mirrah left. Then Ham left, leaving me and Ayun that idiot, okay kidding. Bahaha! ^^

So, as per normal, he disturbed me all the way, malu malu, shy shy! Hahahaha! He told me alot of stuffs that i didn't know, and i was real angry when he told me, but its okay, da over. Now, i wanna focus on the replacement boy, *smile* kan Ayun? Hahahaha! Then wanted to wait for Gummy, but then i need to go home. So slacked till 5pm and then i went home.

Home, verbal fight with mom, here am i online. I've not been eating since yesterday, i didn't ate anything today and im not feeling hungry. 50 kg, 45 coming? Oh yeaaaaaaaah, in total thanks to you, imma lost 10 kg since 5th November! Thanks ah, this is the advantage, disadvantage is that i need to cope with your memories with me.

I like this song alot, will post the lyrics too. Its flat's blogsong, i like it alot. ^-^V



We were picture perfect
Flawless on the surface
We were walking on a straight line

We were automatic
You seemed so fanatic
I was confident
And white eyed

Tough times watched us come undone
You found someone

Tell me why i think about you
And tell me if you think about me
And tell me when you touch her
Is it really love or just another fantasy
And tell me does she make you laugh
And tell me does she make you move
And tell me does she get you
Take away your breath
Just tell me that it can't be true
What i found out about you

It feels like a nightmare
To see your hands in her hair
You seem happy ever after

I'm stuck in denial
I can't fake a smile
You play innocent
It's so damn hard
So down
I want back what's mine
Can we rewind?

Tell me why i think about you
And tell me if you think about me
And tell me when you touch her
Is it really love or just another fantasy
And tell me does she make you laugh
And tell me does she make you move
And tell me does she get you
Take away your breath
Just tell me that it can't be true
What i found out about you

So much for happy endings
So much for miracles
So much for trusting you
It-it feels so typical
I miss you
I miss you

We were picture perfect
Flawless on the surface
We were walking on a straight line

Tell me why i think about you
And tell me if you think about me
And tell me when you touch her
Is it really love or just another fantasy?
And tell me does she make you laugh
And tell me does she make you scream
And tell me it's over
It's only a dream
What i found out about you

And tell me does she get you
Take away your breath
Just tell me that it can't be true
What i found out about you

And tell me does she get you
Take away your breath
Just tell me that it can't be true
What i found out about you

The red ones is to ask you. The green ones is how i fucking felt when i recieved your text. Im sorry that i beared grudges, but im a girl, i got limits and feelings too mister, no hard feeling.