im so dumb, kanasai!

This is how i exactly felt, only Kak Fieza know how i feel now, seriously. I'm god damn fuck up now, there's no answer, a exact one, not at all. But i even encouraged you to not give up, i am so egotic man, what is wrong with meeeee?!

I need truth, i need hugs, i need love, i need encouragements, i need time, i need acceptance, i need everything, i need you! -_- I'm very sick and tired already, totally tired of all this nonsense, :( Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrah.

I don't want to be left feeling so down for my next 3 days off from school. I want to be happy, if not Kak's gonna rape me. But you know what? Its so fucking hard you know? I'm trying very very very hard, now. I'm gonna go out now, take a deep breathe, think everything over again, and come back with a smile. I'm ready and, bye!

i wished i'm a happy girl. :(

Fana: Thanks bitch. :)
kak fieza: Thanks Kak, i know you will be there, thanks. Alright, we'll see how it goes, i love you too. *lips up!