使用华文来表达我想说什么会比较简单，不。我应该说使用华文能够表达的清楚。那我就开始啦。

经过昨晚所发生的事后，我感到非常的不开心。我告诉自己，我们只是好朋友的关系。就算我已爱上了他，我们也只能够做好朋友。我从没后悔认识你。你一向都很关心我，我知道。每当我不开心时，你一定会像办法来逗我开心，而且，你从没失败过。

身为你的好朋友，我感到非常骄傲，非常开心。只不过，我自己已犯了一个错误，我甚至爱上了你，我还骗你说我已不喜欢你了。我感到非常惭愧，我不应该骗你的。

我知道，虽然我喜欢你，我心里知道，我们是不能成为男女朋友关系的，应为老天注定我们俩只能做好朋友。

Alright, felt better after using chinese words to express what i wanna say, i felt better, and i felt lucky that i am a chinese although i'm not into chinese people, haha. Lol, well, thank god for lettin me being born in a chinese family. But, my dad, sigh.

He likes to vent anger on us whenever he meets unhappy stuffs outside at work, isn't it unfair?

I felt so unhappy last night, and when he came back, he's like venting his anger on us, and my brother, wtf, fuck it lar. -'- I hate this kind of life, i want my happy life back, fuckfuckfuck.

I want holidays to extend, i don't want to see so many people, i wish i can name those people down, but i'll hurt them, so ya, whatever. Only few of my friends know, and i know, its safe with them, unlike that person who said he/she will lessen the communications, but yet, he/she didn't. Ah, fuck. Fuck it, i hate my life. -__-

Amelia:Wml, -_-
Kathie: Alright, will relink you sweetie. :)