give me a new place.

im going on MIA for 1 day, yes no big deal i know.

perhaps im nothing to you.
perhaps im nothing to him.
perhaps im nothing to her.
perhaps, compared to other people, im not perfect enough for you.

this post ain't going out to anyone. i feel that, this is not right, is not mine, i feel very sad.
i don't want to let go.

i need a break, i need fadhila, i need a warm hug, i feel that this isn't a right place.

i've got a feeling that, im always in the fucking wrong.

i tried to make the first move, but turns out that im in the wrong.

i dont like to make the first move, i hate it.

i did made the first move, look? what outcome did i achieved?

nothing, plain nothing, fair? no, fuck no. :'(

dont be a faker and asks me whats wrong. cus now nobody earned my trust, nobody.

why am i always end up crying? i hate this.