Mr favourite of mine left.

Hello, first of all, i wanna wish all my readers Merry Christmas!! Hehe, lol. So last night, i went to Aunt hillary's crib and celebrated Christmas as well as Grandma's birthday!! :) It was so amazing as there's so many many food!! HAHAHA. 8)

So this is how it goes. Firstly i left home with Edmus around 3+ while Eugene headed to City Harvest Church with Aiyin. Then we cabbed to Mom's shop and waited for Dad to arrive then Dad drove us to Bedok where Auntie Hillary's crib is at. Throughout the trip, dad asked about me and you-know-who-they-are. And i told him, we broke off.

And he was like "Why? How come? I thought you and Hazmi long?"
I was like "Ah? Got meh? Aiya, over liao, nevermind."
Then he asked about Ayun, and he said "Then the cute cute de leh? Also broke up already?"
I was like, "No la, married. Of course break la! *laugh*"
My dad was like "Haiyo.. Then you got cry anot? Among this 2 breakup, which one you cried the most?" And i said "Er, Hazmi."

Lmao, my dad is so cute -_- HAHAHA. Then we reach Aunt's crib already, greeted uncle and aunties, then off to play Wii. Was kinda boring cause i was the only teenager and i seem to be too old among my cousins and too young among the women's talk. LOL. So i just stone there, so poor thing -_- Told ya, Fana! 80% boring!!! HAHAHA.

Then went to Kembangan with Aunt Hillary to fetch Eugene. Then head back to her crib. Then stayed till 10+ and headed home. [: Oh yeah, presents were given too!! ^.^ HAHA, headed back home, bath, watch tv till 1+

Slept straight away, seriously very very tired :X Then messages was coming in and i end up didn't replying them and fell asleep, hahaha!

Then had a terrible dream, seriously i hated that dream, its so fucking sad. And fuck, in the dream, both of us was fighting like crazy bitch and bastard, in the middle of the road, and then we straight away broke ties & we went seperate ways. Fucking shit, i hate this dream! But! Dreams are opposite, don't they? Haha, i hope so then ;)

So tonight Fadhila's coming over again! ^.^ Ohmygay, i miss her man! And she's going back to Malaysia tomorrow, but nevermind, we still got the whole night :]

Im so bored naow, so today's 25th! Hmm, i can't wait for the gathering which is planned by Shuyan, haha yay primary school mates gathering! ^.^V I can't wait to seeeeeee all of youuuuuu!! HEHE, YAY. & we're gonna watch Alvin And The Chipmunks!!! :D

Finally we're watching that, i've been hoping that i can watch that ever since 18th december, lol.
I came across this quote on Tumblr and it goes like this..

You can love two person at the same time but never in the same degree.

I guess, this applies to me. To be frank, i love 2 person right now. I know im such a dumb girl. But of course, i should start to move on as this 2 person whom i am in love with, one of them is in love with other girl, while the other one doesn't want to be more than our status now. So what to do?! MOVE ON SUAAAAAAAAA. ya right, its easier to talk than proving it. Fuck this, i hate denialzxsz _1_