Emily's

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Every possibility.

Okay hello! I know my posts are gettin boring cause there is no pictures, so bear with me yup? So today i spend my afternoon with my new baby, nurul farhana binte haron. Hahahahahaha.

I went to meet her under my block and we walk to Bpp for my lunch :-) Had KFC, then went to buy her sweettalk and went back to my block. Gummy & his sister came along, lepak till 5+ and Gummy & his sister left.

So left me and Fana there, then we stayed till 6pm and went to Pending to send her. So i finally told her everything and i feel much much much super duper fucking better :) And she also told me stuffs too, and when i told her about my dream last night, she kept laughing and she choke on her drink, LMAO.

Then send her to Pending already, came online. Chatted with Fana, Ira, Hazmi & Fadhila. So tomorrow's monday and im going to wake up at 6.15 again.

I feel so unhappy, cause i have to wake up so early. And im gettin fatter and fatter, seriously sia wtf. I must slim down now already, slimming tea, you shall be my best companion :p I will love you to the max, and please make my morning shitting routine be a great and less painful one, haha omg im so disgusting :S

Okay, good news is that im no longer sad, yay i did it 8) Im so proud of myself, so tomorrow i got no idea what to wear, fuck this shit. -.-

Im on msn with Fana & Hazmi still. Texting with Idris and seriously, he made me laugh like one mad girl. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. But i shall stop laughing cause im like a mad girl (like always)

So yup, i shall stop here then, if im not blogging from tomorrow till friday, i will update on saturday and sunday for sure.

I WISH I WILL BE HAPPY ^.^

I'll rip your head apart.

So yup, i just finished chatting Fana, Billy. Both of them seriously made me laugh like one mad girl. Haha, so Billy is our chairperson. Haha, okay inside joke :p Haha. *baby* LOL!!

So yup, gonna meet up Fana for KFC and lepak with Gummy & his sist. So yup, im going to get a bath and get ready.

Shall update again later, oh and yes, im working tomorrow, good thang? NO!!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

With everything that i've got, its nothing.


Okay finally a proper post. I think i'll only blog for 2 times per week, cause i'm working from monday till friday :/

So today i woke up at 7am, bath, went out at 7.15am. I hate taking LRT early in the morning cause everyone like kanchiong fuckers sia, keep pushing me, -.- Then alighted at Bukit Panjang and took 961.

Reach workplace, stayed there till 12.30. Left and 961 and walk home, was texting with snufflepagus all the way. Dumb snuffle! Make me laugh and smile all the way, lol. Reach home, eat my 1st meal, bath, online :D

So i was on msn with Bammy Zoomzoom, and he told me about his side and i told him, and tada! Same situation :) Hmm, what to do? But i will remember our secrets, haha! So he went to bath and we'll msn later.

I was on msn with Farris too, and what he said makes sense.. I've already did my best to make the relationship to be as long lasting as it could, but its not me, is you, you have to do it too. So yeah, im dumb. Just my luck! *shrugs*

I was on msn with Snufflepagus, Fadhila too and i even went to search for snufflepagus's picture and its on my display picture now, i doubt i will change it. HAHAHHAA!! So yeah..

Tomorrow is another off day! Yay, i want to meet anak haron!! So tired, feel like sleeping :/ Today is saturday, 9pm no show to watch :( Stupid mediacorp. Lol, kidding dont sue me okie.

So i got 2 pictures to show you people, wait!




SEEN?! HAHAHAHA! At first i only put "Snufflepagus" Then he go and change his pm with my name, stupid Snufflepagus. Hahahah!! On my contact list, there is 2 Snufflepagus now, and soon, i'll have Elmo when one of them cut his hair :p Hahaha!!!! Cause he call me 45 year old makcik!! So bad, but nevermind, im nice..... haha (cause he read my blog, right snufflepagus?)

AND THIS IS SNUFFLEPAGUS FROM SESAME STREETS. HEHEHE!!!! ^.^V ( I ROCKS!)



So yup, and last night i saw Yi Han, haha cute cute!!! Okay shut up la Emily!! My aim is to have a Chinese boyfriend please!!!! :-) Cause Alastair and Fadhila told me to, and i think i should give it a try. :)

So yeaaaaaaah, chalo!! (i miss bffl)

Friday, January 8, 2010

drifting from cyber.

Okay hello everyone. Im currently at my mom's shop. For the past few days, alot of things happened, shall elaborate for y'all alright. :)

on 3rd jan, i went to meet up with Fana and loads of pictures was taken, view it on my facebook. :)

on 4th jan, went into relationship again after having a "just-nice" pause with Ayun. Was happy indeed, seriously, i miss him so much. Went for work late, somemore 1st day, haha!! :P

On 5th jan - 7th jan. I went for work as per normal, work starts from 9am and it ends at 6pm. 1 hour+ plus trip, very tiring, seriously.

Broke up with Ayun on the 7th, i wanna say that this time im the bad person, im the one who asked for break, so to whoever out there, please don't fucking force him or whatsoever, finally, you'll think, finally emily ask for break.. I don't want to break, but forget it.. Afterall, i am nothing to you when our r/s is a forced one.... :'(

So i hope, i won't be the bad person already, seriously. This suck and the fact is that i don't want to break, but you make me feel so bad for having you beside me.

So yeah, anyone define BFF? haha, chalo~

Okay la, im done. i think imma delete my tumblr?

last long to i-know-who. & im on msn with Khamirul ^^ He is one lazy bum. :P

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Worn out.

okay, currently im in my office, just 5 more minutes that i can knock off already :p

i wont be coming online that often cause my mom took the laptop :(
and yes, i started working already, its at Ecentre, opposite Bukit Merah Secondary.
Very tiring, but i must tahan :) Haha.

so i wont be blogging that often for the time being, but i will be replying tags too.

Meanwhile, take note of my tweets then :)

Okay till here, i need to go toilet liao :/ haha bye!

Monday, January 4, 2010

hi, i wont be updating that often already, so if there's anything just contact me through phone.
Takecare readers, bye ;)

Sunday, January 3, 2010

MIAAAAA.

Everything was like a movie.


Good morning, well today i woke up quite early, as early as 10am. Haha, i think im going crazy. Okay today is Michael's birthday, so yeah happy birthday Michael! Although we don't talk, haha. So yup get back to the topic, my plan for today is to spend my last holiday with Nurul Farhana Binte Haron aka Short bestfriend :p

Im gonna get a haircut with her, and i think imma get my hair to be more "scene". I wanted this hairstyle badly, i had once, but my hair grew longer -__- And now, posers are coming. Nah, not refering to Fadhila, cause i was the one who introduced her the hairstyle cause i think she suits the hairstyle ^^ Im refering to some people la, -__- Fuck posers, i still dreamt of you last night, eeew spoil my sweet dream :S

Okay, so later'on i'll get my scene hairstyle again! Can't wait to see that pendek!! HAHA. So school's tomorrow, i miss wearing school uniform :( Shucks right, when im viewing Inia's blog, i feel like crying T_T Cause i misses school badly!

So tomorrow my siblings are out to school but not for me. Im gonna wake up at 7am instead of 6am, im not gonna fight the toilet rooms with them, im not gonna bicker with them anymore. And most importantly, im not going out of the door with Yeeru anymore :( Im gonna miss school so so so so so much! Work starts tomorrow, sucks. But i hope it will go well la.

And i reckon that im gonna be a big loser during lunch time, cause i got no kaki and im gonna eat alone, fuck this shit -.-

Hahaha, oh and yes, my parents allowed me to sign up for the april intake!! And i got so happy that i can't sleep, the 1st person i informed was Fana! And she got so happy! Hopefully i'll get in la, i prefer studying than working like duh, my office so ulu, with lkk people, omg. x.x

But no matter what, wish me luck for tomorrow la! Im going work alone, lunch time alone, going back alone too. So boring, loser loner indeeeeeeed. Fuck this shit, _1_ LOL.

So yup, im tweeting, and im craving for KFC. AND DID I TOLD YOU THAT TUMBLR IS BEING SUCH A BITCH? I THINK TUMBLR IS HAVING MENSES. LOLLLLLLLL.

CIAOS!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

What if your current boyfriend/girlfriend plays with your heart?


So what if eh? Its no longer a current as im single right now. But i can still relate to this topic as i felt this way before recently.

If my heart was being played, firstly i'll be the most stupid fucked up girl in the world to forgive him for the first time. And i'll hope and pray that he won't do it again. Yes i know very very very stupid.

As for the second time, it may a lil bit harder for me to forgive him, but still, i'll still forgive him but i will not forget about it. My feelings for him will slowly fade, but i'll make it come back from fading. And i'll make sure, i'll keep him with me, safely, making sure he won't do it again.

Third time, last chance, i'll forgive him again but i won't stop my feelings for fading. I know clearly that he is playing with the chances that i gives to him, playing with my feelings, and of course, taking me for granted.

At the point of time when i can't take it, i'll really let the rest of the love i have for him go. And after the break up, i'll take every chance to post my hatred and making sure that this hatred will fade soon as so to make it easier for me to let my heart open again.

The rest, i'll let karma do the dirty jobs, i may hate him, but i know, i'll still be there afterall when he really needs me.

Guys are big time egoist, fucking ego. They don't express their feelings when they are feeling really down, especially when they are in a relationship, and this cause awkward moments, unhappy moments and most importantly, slowly this relationship will be getting more boring and meaningless.

Sometimes i hope guys will at least forget about the ego in them in order to make it easier for girls to understand them.

And lastly, i hope, when guys says "i love you"/ "cause i syg you alot"/ "syg, i know im wrong, plz dun leave me"/ "i will never leave you", please fucking use your fucked up bloody pea size brain, because whatever you says, we girls will always remember, get this into your brain guys! -__-

Okay im done, bye.

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Holding hands causes heat


Okay hello! Im done with my dinner already, so im here to post for today ;) Well, today i've decided to change my blogskin as im feeling kinda down ever since few days ago, so yeah, if i were to change blogskin, i'll feel happier! Haha i know im weird :/

So i spend 2 hours on the links section and im kinda shag after doing so, but looking at the result, i am very satisfied with it ^^ Hehe, congrats to me! And thanks for the compliments too :) I doubt i'll change this blogskin so soon, hehe. Its so pretty!

So yeah, 2 more days and im off to work! Im going to meet Fana up tomorrow for her haircut, and i was wondering should i have my hair cut too? Let me think ayeeeeeeeee. Haha! Cause i want my hair to be long but yet i have the urge to have my hair cut :-(

So if i were to cut, what hairstyle should i cut? Okay la, shall drop this topic. I am on MSN with Lingsheng right now, and we're both talking about the same topic and shitttt, and he know my weakness already, damn it. Haha, but its okay la, we're on the same boat, okay not really. Zzzz, whatever :P Haha!

Hmm today is quite a boring day, i woke up at 1.06pm. And last night i was watching a movie with my family but not Edmus as he went to sleep already. The show was god damn funny and we slept at 1am+ :D

Cousins are coming back, and yes, my kaki gerek is here to talk with me till all of us are sleepy!! Yay i can't wait :P And i can't wait to bitch about you-know-who with Yongsheng too!! :D

Alright shall stop here already, bye@ Catch me on tumblr ;)

Friday, January 1, 2010

If only my voice can travel.


Okay hello people again, im here for a second post of the day. Today is a pretty much boring day but glad that i've got tumblr with me, hahah! :P

Soooooo, im currently on formsprings.me, tumblr.com, facebook and tweetdeck :P Haha, and i swear, teetdeck is so so convenient as compared to twitter.com, as in you don't need to go to the web, you can have it downloaded on your desktop, its very convenient :P

Hmm, i've been talking to angmohs on formsprings and its hella cool! And i cam across this quote and i think i should show it to you guys. :D

There’s no reason to breakup. All those unreasonable excuses; why breakup when you know you still have feelings for that person? You’re just hurting yourself & the person you love. You know you still feel for them, yet you won’t admit it. You don’t love them anymore, you say? Well then let go. Why can’t you let go? Stop noticing what they do or say all the time, quit glancing over when they’re around, stop thinking back to things that they said to you or did with you. Can’t? That’s when you know you’re not over them completely yet. You try to keep yourself busy with homework & try talking to other people, but does it really work? If not, you’re either stupid or you’re dumb. Why? Obviously you still have feelings for them. Let someone know when you care about them; tell them if you love them. Tell them if you miss them. Chances don’t come to you; you go find them. Trust & believe. If you think you have feelings for them, trust your feelings & believe you do, because you do.

So its so true right? Hmm this is the reason why i don't ask for break. Cause when i agrees to be in a relationship with someone, i'll be sure that since i agree to be with him, i am going to tolerate everything and give my 100% into it. And if i don't, i will never agree. I guess those who broke up with girls are god damn idiotic, if you don't plan to last long with her, don't fucking ask and play with her heart, bloody fuck up douche.

Okay, i got no idea why am i so worked up, but still i think im not wrong. :) And guys please, use your brain zzz No offence eh guys, hahaha :P

So yeah, now im thinking of clearing my msn list but im lazy too. Hahaha, i think imma just delete some strangers cause they added me from facebook and ask me questions like can they be friends with me and then get into much closer r/s. Like what the fuckkkkkk?! Haha hilarious i know, imma delete them :P WATCH ME!

Im on msn with Berlinda Sist now, hehe bye. :D

Put everything behind and start anew!


Okay so yeah, happy 2010 year!!! :D :D Well last night was having a simple mini celebration but we had fun playing with pokercards and video taking! :) It was a great start with Gummy & Cammie :D

So 2009 is finally over, i really look forward for 2010, i'll be most likely be stucking inside a air-conditioned room with adult beside me, but who cares?! I'll just do my best and give 'em a impression that a 16 year old teenager can do serious stuffs too!! [:

So the time now is 10.38am and i'm suppose to be with 4D for preparation of Bbq and i guess i won't be going already, don't ask why, kinda disappointing and this will be the last time that i will be organizing a gathering or whatever you call it ya ;)

So now im counting down to 4th january. Will be starting work on that day, 9am - 6pm. So i'll be seldom online and blogging, and most importantly, tumblring :( I guess i'll queue everything so that my tumblarity won't drop like how a cheetah chase after something :P

So yeah right now, i haven't brushed my teeth. HAHAHA LOL. I shall do it now, bye!

MAY 2010 BE A GREAT YEAR FOR YOU GUYS!! CHOWWWWZ.