I miss ma silly boy

Hello people, im here to blog, there is pictures but its with Fana. I can't bluetooth it to my phone cause my 2GB card is missing in action and i don't think i want it back, ha ha. :P But at a second thought, i want it back cause me and boyfriend's photo is inside!! :( Haiszx, nevermind, can take more, hehe. :)

Im currently on MSN with Huzaifah. :) Hmm, he is being such a kind soul to ask me how is things between me and boyfriend, haha, so nice hor, this d***head, lol. I star-ed it cause later he call me ah lian again, -.- Alrrright, shall talk about today then. :-)

Woke up around 6am, called Fadhila but never answer, so i went back to sleep while waiting for her text, then she texted me around 6.15am, so woke up and bathed, bath liao, brushed teeth, lol-ed with Yeeru again, she these few days keep lol-ing to me, i think she crazy liao, lol.

Then went out at 7am, was about to go in the lift, met Fadhila with her sat-sat face, i was like, wtf?! Lol, then we walked to school. ;) Outside BPPS, got one cyclist, it was a uncle, and guess what? He is very rude you know!! :@

Uncle : makes a very rude sound something like > wuh!
Me : Freaked out* turns and stare at him.
Fadhila : Started to laugh very loudly*
Me : Chua tio, hold Fadhila's hand cause the uncle's eye very fierce.
Uncle : Diao us, and cycled away.

So rude right this uncle? Veh cb lor, wtf. Scare me in the morning, what tha fark?! Then walked to school, saw Boyfriend, then teased him with his big pimple on his left cheek, lol! Then headed to toilet. Then looked for Boyfriend again, talked to him then left for canteen. Met up with tha rest, went to Parade sq.

Then Mr Nasim held us back to have a talk with us, then left for mother tongue class, Cheryl lend me her story book "Chinese Cinderella". A touching story, i was very into it and i read it for the whole 1 hr lesson without Miss Chan nagging at me although she saw me reading it. haha!

Then had English, talked to Sera, Fadhila and Fieza. ^-^ Then had Math. Studied a lil, lol. Then had recess at canteen, moodswings :( Then left for hall for concert, was veh moody.

Then watched some performance, didn't really quite enjoyed till the hip-hop dance, Mr Chong danced like very "outstanding" and it make me laughed like crazy, lol!

Then after concert, boyfriend talked to me, then headed to toilet, then boyfriend missed called me, then went to look for him, then left school with him. ^^ hehe. :P

Didn't went back to Westview, cause Jeanne and the rest isn't going back, as well so Guobin, haha! So yeah, dropped the idea, plus, i think they got time limits lor, hmm, waste of time ley, so didn't went lah in the end, :/

Then walked to 190 bustop, after that met Fadhila and the rest, trained to Ahmad's crib, fell asleep, then woke up, Shakir and Farris came after that, went to some mini mart with Fadhila, then went back, played 21 points with Farris, ^^ Then lost to him, as well as he, did 5 push-ups, then after that Alson played for me and now, i owe Farris 15 push ups, -.-

Left while Farris went to skate board, hehe, hope he forgets! Lol, walked to South View with Fadhila, then trained home, bath, online. :)

Saw this when i got online. >

This small cousin, Yeeru. She is so sweet, wowwwwwwwww, nice one short. Haha! :P

My boyfriend use to be my bestfriend. And we use to be BFF. Can you be my BoyFieForever? Hehe, me love you lah bi! :) Fifteen more day to our 1st monthsary! Yay, weeeee~

School tomorrow, yay,

Okeh, proper post with a long quiz, so means, i still got tha heart to do a proper post okeh, ha. :P


How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
- Erhm, 16? :D

Which is worse, failing or never trying?
- Never trying, never try, never know ah sial, lol.

If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
- Well, i also dont know ley, so chim! x.x

When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
- Sometimes, lol.

What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
- Everyone to be happy with people around 'em, living together happily.

If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
- Talk cork lor. :)

Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
- Huh?!

If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
- Get married at the age of 18, give birth at the age of 19. ^^

To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
- None?

Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
- Doing thing right.. :(

You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?
- Fight lor, and tell them the truth!

If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
- Live life to the fullest, kiddo.

Would you break the law to save a loved one?
- Yes. *smiles.

Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
- What?

What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
- I talk like as if i am shouting. Get it?

How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
- Because, we are different. :)

What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
- Gettin ready for N's, my mind is holding me back.

Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
- Nope.

If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
- I got no idea.

Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
- Really ah? LOL.

Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
- Joyful simpleton. :D

Why are you, you?
- Cause, im emily tan hui yi lah, gundu kanasai.

Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
- I think so.

Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
- Both!

What are you most grateful for?
- Uhm, people around me. :)

Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
- I lose all the past-msn chat logs between me and baby, > That was before we were together. Baby use to say, "Nvm, start anew". :) So, make new ones, ^^

Has your greatest fear ever come true?
- Yes, almost.

Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
- 5 years ago? Erhm sec 1, yes. :( No longer matters.

What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?
- When dad still sends me birthday present when he is inside jail serving his sentence. :')

At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
- Huh?

If not now, then when?
- Whaaaaaat?

If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
- Idk?

Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
- Got interaction meh? -.-

Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
- I dont know, lol. Nehneh.

Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
- I dont think so.

If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
Hahaha, YES.
Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
- Hmm, idk?

Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
- Yes.

When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
- I dont faham.

If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
- Family members, then baby.

Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?
- Hell no? Idk.

What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
- Isn't it the same? o.O

When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
- When is the right time, LOL.

If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
- Cause scared history might repeat. :)

What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
- Huh?

When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
- Idk?

What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
- Haha, errrm, idk how to say.

In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?
- If its worth remembering?

Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?
- Making them for myself, yes. :)

Got it from Emily ^^

Goodnight lovelys. Going home with Baby tomorrow. yayyyyy!

Wait more longer.

Hello again, im currently on msn with Fadhila and plurking at the same time. Im currently very very moody, i think today's post will be a veh boring one, you can choose not to see. :)

Work was ok, finished work at 6+, 970 home, ate dinner, bathe, online.

Tomorrow's school, another boring day, ya i am going, tomorrow got concert, confirm boring de.

Okay, shall stop blogging already, bye all of you. :(

Sixteen more days.

Hello people, i've changed my blogskin again, ha ha. Sorry eh, i find my previous skin very annoying, very man, lolllll. Haha, so i changed into this skin, its Pink and White. Hehe, i know its damn girly, but all because of tio influence by Vivien hor, i like Pink lorrr, ha ha. :)

I've changed my songs, well, its not really nice ah, no choice, i got no time already, after this post, im going to bath and head to Bangkit to help mom do something. :)

Mom wanted to get me a LG Viewty last night, but in the end never, cause of some problems, but i don't like touch-screen phone, it suck 2themax, plus my finger very fat, rofl! Ha ha, okay whatever, i know i am fat, yes. -.-

Sorry for not posting last night, well, i shall talk about yesterday's work here alright. ^-^

Went to work late, cause i laptop whole morning mah, hehe. Then ask Vivien to go up first. Business was okay, well maybe its a cold day, thats why? Knocked off at 6pm, 67 to Cck, met up with Cheryl and Fadhila. Had dinner settled at Food Culture, then left around 7+.

Lrt home, bath, online for awhile, then offline, watch BOF, then sleepy. Aw, baby didn't came online last night, i miss him so much! D:

Alright, im heading to work today, but that bitch is not answering my call, Vivien Gohhhhh, answer lah idiot. Wahpiang, don't buih me okay, :(

Imma knock off at 6pm tonight, will head home straight cause wanna come online a.s.a.p! ^v^

I hope i won't change skin already, i kinda like this skin, huahua~

Okay, i shall end here and bath jiu head for Bangkit already. ^^

Timecheck : 11.11am, i miss Baby!! :( & i love you bby!

i love my silly boyfie

Morning humans, time check is 11.23am, just hung up with Vivien, currently on Msn with Cammie ^^ Im addicted to Bby's profile song, "I Love My People". \m/ Ha, well, uhm i am working today, as well as tomorrow. :( Vivien is coming with me, sure gonna l-o-l together, mwhaha.

Woke up around 9 am, i didn't had breakfast, and im very hungry now. Im very bored now, and i miss baby tons. 17 more days to our first monthsary. ^^ I can't wait, can't wait, can't wait. But hor, still fasting eh.

I haven't bath ley, rofl. Bby confirm "eee, smelly" to me. Okay, whatever. These few days, i got nothing to blog about seriously, my days are getting boring-er. And, just less than 2 weeks, N levels is coming, oh-mi-god. :'(

I havent revise my social studies chapter 4,5,6! :(

Someone save me please, kill meeeeeee nao. I want to study hard, so that can marry. Hahaha, thats what he told me, lol.

"Schoolmates to friends. Friends to Bestfriends. Bestfriends turns to Lovers."

Oh, this applies to me and him, mwhahaha. Whatever k, im very bored now, shall blog again tonight, i wanna go and bath liao, bai humans, tag me okay? ^^

15th august, me love you alot eh, you are the most bitchy bestfriend i ever had, and also the most loving cutest hottest boyfriend i ever had. :] Mwarrrrrrrrrrks. ^^

i got enough from you.

Hi, im very pissed off now, so i think its best to type everything out, so i were to got you offended, im sorry. I promise, no names shall be mentioned but tons of vulgarities. But i think better don't? I don't know, shall talk about the past few days @ Fajar then. :)

Been going down to Fajar for the past 3 days, was a tiring one but a fun-filled experience. :] Went around the tables to sell kong-ming lantern. Kong-ming lantern reminds me of Yunnan, i miss those kids. :( Okay, back to topic. lol.

Yewkeng was the most tiring one among all the activites, was bare-footed all th way, roads wasn't smooth, was very rough, very difficult to walk or rather even worse, we ran. Lorry all the way, downpour lasted for 10minutes, then it stopped. Reached Fajar around 1am. The reason why we are late cause of the sai-guan name Qing De. Haiyor, nevermind lah, over liao. ^^

Reached home last night, jitao bathe and toh. Slept at 2am, Fadhila called at 5.45am, then nua on bed till 6.30am, bathed, then fadhila came up to my house, -.- Then left at 7 plus, texted Baby. Walked to school, was gettin angry, then Fadhila managed to keep my cool, how great is my sistalurp, r-o-f-l. xD Then reached school, while walking up to the hall, saw Bby, then went for assembly.

Had chemistry, teacher never come, so slacked around.
Had Math, went to homeroom with Shakir, Fieza, Suhaimi and Fadhila.
Had Physics, had a chat with Sri. ^^
Recess, ate, saw Baby but i dont think he saw me, cause i wasn't sitting at my usual place, rofl.
Then had Chemistry again, 2nd time teacher pickpointed at me, Sera asked me to fight back, i malas ah, since that teacher don't like my attitude when i never even say anything, so for what right? Grrrrrrrreat teacher that i ever seen in my fifteen years of studying. -.-

After school, went to canteen, went off with Baby. Fadhila and Fana was in-front of us, then went to 190 bustop but we walked seperate ways. :P Then 190 to Cck, after Fana alighted, Fadhila and Bby again started to bickered like they always does, then reached Cck, went seperate ways, Baby 300 home while me and Fadhila went to Lot1.

Went to Pizza Hut for lunch, then after that called Aryna, met them up outside food culture. Then went to walkwalk, then left to i-dont-know-what-block. Then saw Aliff Aziz, Fadhila was so excited. -.-

Then went to Ahmad's block, left with Aryna and Fadhila. LRT home, reached home, bath, online.

Im seriously tired of all this nonsense, i hate this, i got enough nonsense from you, think ah, whats the point to talk about or rather sort things out when its spreading around? I already say i no mood, then why continue to ask what is wrong? People must be thinking that i lan-jiao-wei you, they said that when they only listened to 1 side story, is this fucking fair to me?

This matter is only between me and you, and i got so fed up when people starts to know and they may get involved. I don't want this to happen, so now, let's just put it to a stop. I've learnt my lesson alright.

I will choose friends wisely.
I will choose friends properly.
I will learn from my mistakes.

All the best for you, takecare, you can choose to spread things about me, i won't fucking be bothered with it, trust me, but if things get worse, i won't let this off, cause i hate it. You got feelings, i cared, i got feelings, do you care? Fuck, not at all.

Im off to msn with Billy gun and Ira Meimei liao, baby is having class, okay bai peopleee. ^-^

back to normal.

hai, MIA starts after this post, on cyber. :] After posting, i mean after brother is done with his bathing, we will be out till late night, so anything just leave a text or rather call me alright. i will get back to you soon, i promise.

Yew keng today, 28 pairs of lions. Going to different places, north, south, east, west.

im okay now, i've learnt my mistakes, and now, i will tell that to Fadhila in case she made the same mistakes at me. yes, im being a bitch here.

dont claim that you really love me as your friend when you goes around telling people what is happening, yes, there's nothing wrong to say, but why must names be included in it?

i regretted, and please, for once, im not gonna forget this problem, no matter who persuades me, i will not fucking forget about it.

You want me to forgive you? Yes, i can, because i thought of our friendship, those laughters, those foolings, those disturbings. all the happy stuffs makes me smiles, but now, im sorry, i can forgive but i will not forget.

takecare, hope we will talk soon, bye

alright readers, im done with my post, i didn't went to school today, and now i miss Fadhila big time, i miss her laughter and her ULTRA BIG COMB. haha! :P

I miss baby alot too ^^ I love you, mwarks mwarks mwarrrrrrrrrrks. Lol.

Okay, better get ready before bro starts getting angry. :@ Lol.

give me a new place.

im going on MIA for 1 day, yes no big deal i know.

perhaps im nothing to you.
perhaps im nothing to him.
perhaps im nothing to her.
perhaps, compared to other people, im not perfect enough for you.

this post ain't going out to anyone. i feel that, this is not right, is not mine, i feel very sad.
i don't want to let go.

i need a break, i need fadhila, i need a warm hug, i feel that this isn't a right place.

i've got a feeling that, im always in the fucking wrong.

i tried to make the first move, but turns out that im in the wrong.

i dont like to make the first move, i hate it.

i did made the first move, look? what outcome did i achieved?

nothing, plain nothing, fair? no, fuck no. :'(

dont be a faker and asks me whats wrong. cus now nobody earned my trust, nobody.

why am i always end up crying? i hate this.

i am so missing baby!

hi at home now, waiting for fadhila's text then go down pending meet her then walk to school.

was kinda lazy to wake up for school today, but thought of Baby so woke up. ^^

bathe, got ready etc.

last night was a long night, my phone's screen is back, but the slide is not working. good. -.-

someone give me $50.00 and i shall get a new slide. :-)

im wearing my shoes and also blogging, hek.

im feeling very giddy.

last night, a few idiots made so idiotic sounds and waved at me, and ignorance.

im chatting with dion, she is having history class at aussie. cool.

well, basically, im typing put whatever i can think of.

im gonna be kept busy tonight too, as well as tomorrow, anything just give me a call, i prefer calling than text. :)

Okay, shall end here? I think fadhila's reaching, so yeah, bai.

im going home with baby today, yayyyyyyyy! i miss him so much, like 1000000 years never met him, rofl. Okay lah, byebyebyebyebye!

getting uncontrolled.

Hi, im here to post. Time check now is 12.27pm, after blogging, shall head to Bangkit than to Fajar. Today was the most fucked up day i ever had since June Holiday ended.

I hereby announce, i hate my school. No names shall be mentioned, i seriously hate school because of You, seriously, wanna earn my respect? You respect me first, get this clear, let me repeat, Wanna Earn My Respect? Let Me Earn Yours First. -.-

Got me so fed up with your fenatic attitude towards me, all i do was to just keep quiet, and i know its so not-me. Please lah, i respect you hor, say i rude? Up to you, you hate me? I don't give a fucking damn, cause i don't like you either, -.-

Don't act one very eh-sai infront of people, you're making a fool outta yourself, do you know that? I hate you, i hate school. I hate seeing you.

Was feeling unwell, has been vomitting since yesterday morning, asked for early dismissal, went to office to take form, Mr Roy Tan help me sign, then left school. Went home, here i am. :)

I won't be blogging neither nor will i replying tags on my tagboard.

I won't be replying messages nor answering calls that often till this Thursday ends.

I will be out most of the time from today onwards till Thursday.

I will be at Fajar, ZhengHua Square till night daily, family's sintua is organizing a event, celebrating god's birthday, liondances will be peformed, welcome to go down to take a look.

I will be on M-I-A mode on cyber, so anything just contact me thru phone.

Using temp phone, contacts all gone, own phone shattered, screen dropped out. :<

Changing number soon, number will be changed from 1st Sept onwards.

Get the new number from me, if not fuck off and die.

Lastly, i miss Fana, Fadhila, Aslina, Fieza and Sera.

Sorry Emmabel, tomorrow might not be attending school, i miss Smurf. :<

And, i love baby, hope he gets well soon, ^-^

Don't ask why is my blog so boring now, don't ask why did i removed about the info below my intro, cause i don't like K-P-O/S.

Oh ok, bai for now, i feel giddy, boo. Bai. :)

MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIAAAAAAAAA.

ALL OF YOU IS SUCH A PUSSY, CB KIAS.

Hiie, iie feel liike twitiinqx now leiix, hehex~ :P

Alright, good evening all, how is your evening? Well, mine was alright, was webcamming with Dion. ^-^ Hehe, i miss her! :( When i went to Bangkit today, i asked the uncle whether my phone can be fixed? And guess what?! It can be fixed in 2 hours for $10.00SGD!
Awesome, Amazing, Wonderful, Fabulous, Cool, Interesting! Hahaha, lol. -.- I swear, imma get it done soon, no matter by hook or by crook! Hehe, me so happy now, mwhahaahahahahahah. :D

Baby came online just now, apologized about not coming online for the past 2 days, and of course, i forgave him. :) When i see him online, i jitao good mood lor, hehe! See, he makes a great super big impact in my life, mwhaha. But i hate it when you people needs me and im nowhere-to-be-found, you guys find my boyfriend. Please lah eh, he is my boyfriend, not my PI. -.-
And, i am very sensative, whenever i see girls communicating with him in a very flirty way or rather in other words, bitchy way of communication, i take it as flirt and i will label you as a bad girl in ma life, get that down. :)

Told baby how i felt for the past few days, and i felt so much better after telling him. Yay, meeting him tomorrow in school! Gonna walk to bustop together, hehe. And, im wondering is there S.T.A.R programme tomorrow? If there is, i shall think of another way to solve it.
Baby is out now, so i doubt i will be online for long, so yeah, don't miss me okeh.

Shiping Princessey called me just now, had h2h talk, she sounded very high sial, i felt happy when she called me, at least im still in her heart, haha! Im not trying to say that she boxim, ah whatever, haha. -.-

Im so hungry now, boo.

Oh yeah, i got smth to say too, real interesting. And, i seriously need it. lol. -.-

Sperms can make pimples disappear yknow!! Ohmygod right? I was on MSN with Farris last night, and also at the same time on the phone with Fadhila. So we decided to ask Farris for his sperms, hahahaha! I know we are kinda horny, but sorry, no! Its scientifically that Sperms Can Cure Pimples. So, sperms anyone? Haha, told Baby about this, and yeah, he laughed, haha!

I am plurking for these few days, in order to let karma increase, we must plurk more and also get more responses. But! If we were to plurk too much, it will decrease, very huh hor? You see this screenshot and you will know what am i trying to say. I am kinda pissed ah, grrrr. :@


Yay, school tomorrow, meeting Fadhila at Pending tomorrow at 7am again, then we might be walking to school or something, hah. I can't wait to go school tomorrow cause i wanna see Baby, hahahahaha! :P

Alright, shall end here, goodbai, miss me, haha. Tag me also lah, wahpiang! :(

hear you breathing

Hai morning, hehe. Guess what? I DON'T NEED TO WORK TODAY! \M/ Yay. Mwahahaha, i showed my mom my phone, you guys wanna see?

You guys will be fucking shocked. Its supposed to be a slide phone, and its sony ericsson w595. And i dropped it like for million times?! And now, its finally spoilt, kinda sad, please kill me. Lololol, nah kidding. :] Boyfriend names my phone "dangerous". Lol, mwhaha, hardcore ok. :P

Alright, shall show you all, sorry ah, i used my webcam and take de, so its kinda ugly, :/ But who cares? Never ask you to see my fucking face, see the phone lah cb. Lol, okay, too fena, sorry. :)

Seen? The top part came out and i sibeh heng, my screen still can work, haha! Lol, heng sial, if not i will seriously be ultra fucking sad as if its the end of the world, >:( Hahahaha, lol!

Going to Bangkit later on, i seriously want to cut hair ley, hmm, i don't think tomorrow can cut, i don't know lah, i tell you my schedule for this week okay, mwhahaha, cool man. \m/

Monday > School starts at 7.30am, ends at 3pm. Home, online, go down Fajar.
Tuesday > Maybe not going to school, no sure ey, Big day at Fajar, Sintua's.
Wednesday > Big Day at Fajar, Sintua's.
Thursday > Big Day at Fajar, Sintua's.
(All the big days ends at 2am, for god sake. *whines)

So cool man, \m/ I might be missing school for these 3 days or prolly only Wednesday cause got Yewkeng, so yeah, i don't know either, i don't want to miss school ley, and also i don't want to not-see-boyfriend too, boohoo.

Anyway, last night boyfriend didn't came online at all, maybe he is too tired or he is at his Grandma's? I miss him lar, tsk. But he gave a text when he woke up today, hehe. :P Okay lah, i misses baby okeh, haha!

Brother just reached home, going out soon to meet his love, well, he intro me one website, its freaking real lor, okay, erm, this is the info. >

http://www.peteranswers.com/

My bro typed in the Petiton box > Peter, please answer:
Then he type in the question part > Who is beside me?
Then the answer came out as > Emily.

I was astonished and out-of-words, so i asked him to try again, this time he asked..

Petion box, > Peter, please answer:
Question part > Who is my sister's boyfriend?
Then the answer came out as > Hazmi.

Don't believe? You gotta see this, serious no joke, try okay.


Damn astonishing right, oh yeah people, my brother is god damn cool, haha! \m/ Lol, okay whatever, mwhaha. I swear, this is fugging true, oh so true! :)

Practice this.

Hello people, time check : 8.14pm. Currently msning with Fadhila, Sri and Ira Boin Boin my meimei, hehe. :) Well, muslims are already breaking fast, or rather broke fast, and means Baby is eating now, haha! Okay, good good, eat more k, pig. Haha! :P

Well, i went for work just now, was okay, business was kinda bad, but as usual, still joked around with neighbours, esp short uncle, haha! Left workplace around 3pm, 171 home, reached home, online.

Webcammed with Yeeru, she super lame, -.- Okay, sorry, hahahha! Well, baby gave me 3 Luvs on Tagged.com but he didn't came online on Msn, i think he busy ah? :/ I don't know, :(

I seriously miss him alot, monday fast fast can?! I wait till want to die already, r-o-f-l. :(

Okay, good news is here, i so love Ira Boin Boin meimei! :D Hahaha, she is so sweet okay! I love her ttm, 2thebitszsx, mwhahahahaa! Wanna see her? She damn cute i tell you, but hor, i always end up eating like a small girl infront of her, meaning i always drop food infront of her, :( And she always laugh at me, so bad, nyheheh! :P But i still love her! xD



Told ya, she is cute to the max, and now she is sick, and she promised me to take her medicine before she hits the pillow, yay! :) I love you meimei, nyhaha! :P

Alright, i hate long nails, want to see how long is my nails?! You guys will freak out, and please, its real one, not fake de lorrrrrrr!

I don't know how to cut finger nails de lor, my mom cuts for me, haha, yer la, stupid i know! -.- Long nails, you suck to the maxxxxxxxxxxxx, i wanna cut you off, i want short short! :( Hah!

Its been 1 week since we are together baby, i seriously love your everything, everything that you did for me, and your hugs and kisses, i appreciate you alot, we will make it the first and last alright? I miss you! See you on Monday okeh? I love you, Md Hazmi. :)

i miss you ah!

Hello earthlings, morneng. :-) I woke up around 8am, baby texted me at 5am. Well, uhm, now is 10.30am, im going out at 11.30am later on, going to work and imma knock off at 3pm, yayness. Might be meetin Kak fieza for Mac later'on, maybe only ah, she's not fasting as she's having menses eh, kena payback sial, haha!

Well, was texting with baby when he is awake just now, and now he is sleeping again, bitchy. Ha. I miss my boyfriend so much, i've not seen him since Thursday, imma wait till Monday then can see him, oh cool. -.- Aaaaaaaaah, tahan tahan lagi! >:[

I miss him, i miss his eyes, i miss his smile, i miss his voice, i miss his touch, i miss his hugs, i miss holding hands with him, i miss his kisses, i miss so many many things! Ive been thinking of him and hence, im having moodswings, i slept at 10.30pm, i broke my record, this is tha first time of year 2009 that i'm sleeping at sucha early time, daddy thought i was sick, haha?

I miss school, i miss fadhila, i miss hazmi boyfriend, i miss my cliques. :( Today is only saturday for god sake, ccb. -'-

Oh yeah, i'm going with my cliques for recess from monday onwards, sure got alot of things to catch up girls, i miss cutting queues with you'all, hahahah! Let's cut queue on monday, okeh? :}

Just 17 more days to N level, Social studies notes, you sure suck ttm, no matter what, i must pass you no matter by hook or by crook!! Who is good enough to tutor me for Math and Chemistry? Oh and also Physics! I hope its not too late to start, :'(

BANANA SIAAAAAAL, WATERMELON, APPLE FACE, RAMBUTAN! I HATE THIS FEELING. Books, words, sourcebases, calculators, numbers, equations, symbols, formulae, conflict at sri lanka, diplomacy, everything. :(

Imma aim for Higher Nitec, i die die also don't want to stay in cdss for 1 more year, mwhaha? Okay, i feel like shitting now, but now i don't, now i feel like, okay fine whatever.

I find blogging is a waste of time, lol. How random, okay, anyone going out today? If you do, be sure that you goes home before 7pm, hungry ghost festival yeh humans, stay happy, not emo. Mwaha, don't turn back if you hear someone calling, if you really need to turn, turn 360 degrees, okeh humans? ^-^

Was blog-shopping last night, i want to get rid of my babats at my tummy, i want to have more tops, i don't want to be budak kental of baby's, someone bring me to town and sponsor for me puh-lease, haha!

Okay lah, im too lazy to blog any further, will blog again later on, shall go blog-shopping now. Bai.

Sweetest surrender.

Alright hello earthlings! ^-^ I just reached home around 4.30pm. Currently texting Baby, kinda disappointed that he couldn't make it for today's meet-up with me due to the reason that he need to jagar his brother pat rumah, so yeah, nevermind baby, don't be sad, i still love yah. :]

Alright, i had a terrible nightmare last night, and i woke up crying, like idiotkanasai. -.- Dream is likethat....

Me and baby was talking, then suddenly, he ask me something. Then i attitude back to him, then Fadhila and co came and i walked to Lot1 from Ahmad's crib, then after that, baby texted me to meet him at school's bustop as he wanna walk to school with me, then suddenly, got airplane want to crash me, then i siam, then air-plane crashed on the ground, but into ashes, then Mr K was like telling us where is the wings etc. Then i walked up, recieved text from baby, asking for breakup. And i cried on tha spot.

Woke up at 7 plus with tears around my eyes, bathe, walked to Bpp meet Fadhila, then headed to Yewtee, then Gombak for breakfast, had Prata. ^-^ Then after that headed to school, drank bandung, then after that left school due to Mdm Bariyah's scolding, don't wish to talk about it, was angry ah, then went to 130, stayed there till 1plus, baby texted me, then headed to Lot1 and met Shakir and Hadi.

Salam alr, headed to Subway, had cookies that Shakir bought, then walked to Ahmad's to meet up with tha rest, Fadhila and Alson skated while i watch and laugh. Then wore Akif's shoe out of boredom, took picture. ^^ Haha. Farris and Shakir played "Lucky" on guitar while i sang along with 'em, cool yeh. \m/ Ate fried rice that Ahmad's mom cooked with Fadhila, :)

Then left Ahmad's crib at about 4pm, 975 with Hadi cat, then i 960 home, reached home, texted baby till now, blogged. :-)

Told baby about my dream, and he was being so sweet! Haha, he said that was a nonsense dream, he will never leave me, awwww! Haha! :P Don't be envious, i know my boyfriend rocks. Hahahaha, i love you b!

Will blog later on, i now very tired, k bai. :]

And Md Hazmi, aku rindu kau sangat sangat ley! :(



Im so desperate for this hairtyle, (left picture.) Grrrah, my hair is still short for the lower part and my top part is getting longer, shall got and get a haircut soon, but baby say don't cut the back, but i want! Baby, pleaseeeeeeee. :( Booooo, please?

Currently is 8.07pm, on msn with Fadhila, she also want to cut the hairstyle, hehek. :P Alright, let's go and get a haircut on most prob Monday? ^-^ 2.80$ only sey, haha! Alright, i've updated my playlist, there's 18 songs, all in english, enjoy!

Baby is not online yet, let's wait, he is at mosque now, oh yeah? Okay whatever, haha!

Happy fasting to all muslims, including my dear boy. :-)
Don't break fast for no reason unless you are having your menses, hahaha!
Will miss having meals with you people, ha, love ya'all. :B

Pranking is fun.

Hello, im here for just posting of screenshots, imma just elaborating whats going on, well, here i go!

First and second picture is talking about Me, Fana, Fadhila and Izzuan acting as me, fooling Baby, trying to make Baby crazy, haah! And, basically, of course, we had fun, and you know what! Baby followed the flow, haha! :P Damn cute lah, i swear, haha!

Third picture is showing me, Fana, Fadhila and Izzuan acting as Fana. Damn hiliarious, we fooled Izzuan and how clever, he followed the flow too, haha!

Forth picture is me, Fadhila and Fana only, haha! Its fun la, damn fun, i was laughing all the way, haha! :D

Then after that, msn with someone, i was pissed ah, its like, know your limits please dear! You are my friend, i treats you as one, but i don't like the way you calls/text me asking me to lepak with the rest, i don't like it, and please, you are like forcing us! You are so irritating, i know im mean, but why? I actually don't want to say, but sorry ah, tak boleh tahan lagi ah. :@ I think its best to not talk ah, i really don't want to hurt you anymore, im sorry girl, :(

Yeeru wants to use the laptop as she haven't posted for the day, so i shall let her use it already!

Okay, shall end here, daddy wants to talk to me, and i shall go get some sleep and tomorrow will be having fun with Fadhila and Baby! And baby, i love you too, haha! :/

Bai earthling, happy lunar 7th month, don't talk rot and go out at night, don't emo emo, stay happy, haha! :P Wawakwak.

25th -27th, Fajar here i come, hehehe, byeeeeeeeeeeebaiiiiiibyeeeeee! Mwah.

remove you from my memory.

Hello readers, im here for blogging! Well, today was great! I had my last prelim paper today, Mathematics paper 2, and i was doing "okay" with it, you know i know ah. :)

In the midst of paper, Fana kept turing around and point me middle finger, and i react back with a Hashimah's smile, haha! Gave up on my paper, didn't do graph, and i just went to sleep. Then Mdm Fat came to me, gave me a piece of foolscap and said "try!" and smiled to me, and i woke up and finished up, i think i can only gain 1 mark, by finding Y axis, haha! -.-

Then soon, its 9.59am! And, i was so excited and start making sounds to irritate Miss Ng. :P Clock travelled sibeh slow at that point of time, all i was thinking of is finally can see baby after 2 hours, faster faster fasterrr!!. Haha, then after 10am, handed up paper, Fadhila ran out of the hall and headed for Toilet to pee. -.-

Then dismissed, left school with Baby and Fadhila after changing into Musical t-shirt. Baby asked how was my paper, i told him "It was okay ah, 5 question blank." And he laughed "Okay, but 5 question blank? *Taps my head" Lol! Off handphone, cause battery low, sorry shell. Then went to block 118, slacked, then went to filled our stomach, saw brother, he saw hazmi and he was like "Oh, your boyfriend eh!!" I was like "Shut up lah, idiot." Then Hazmi smiled, i was like !?!!? Then brother bribed me, grr.

Gave him $1.30 for his ice-milo, then he left home after chatting with Me. Then after eating, went to 118 again, then to i-don't-know-what-block, then i fell alseep while holding hands with Baby, then went to 190 bustop, bused to Lot1.

Baby took 300 home while me and Fadhila went to clear our bladder, then off to Mac. Had macflurry! ^^v Then walked to Ahmad's crib to find Nurul. Then reached, went in, Fadhila told Nurul smth and she left to tha room for guitar playing, leaving me explaining to Nurul what actually happened.

Went to room, and sang "Your call" while Fadhila plays the guitar, then after that, took pictures, (refer to tha top picture.) Then slept, till 4pm, after hearing Shakir's voice, then Alson and co came, then woke up, chilled, then Fadhila teman me to Southview.

Lrt home, online, bath. :) Ohyeah, did i mention that i hurt my kneecap yesterday?! Wanna see?

Its fucking cb painful, it happened likethat > Yeeru told me to watch Singapore idol, so i kanchiong, then i hit the table, then i know i hit it and i know it scratched my knee, but i heck care. Then watching halfway, i saw blood and i went "OMGGGG, BLOOOOD!! PAINN!!!!" Then just nice Baby text me, told him and i put alot of sad face, nah kidding. Haha, but now hor, still pain siaal, cb. -.-

Ah yes, i so miss baby you know! No school tomorrow, gonna meet him up before Fasting starts! Gonna hug him more more, hehe! Baby is at Town now, and he calls me Budak Kental, damn bitch! Haha, i miss him so much, he is the best that i ever had, first love, and also last love. Mwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaah, i cinta you! :P

Sister lurp.

Hello, im back. Im eating my dinner while blogging here and msning with Fadhila, the no pussy girl, haha! Oh well, whatever, she's gonna kill me if she sees this, *laugh. :/

Well, today was grrrrreat! Baby called me as i didn't repond to his text and he called me, i was still sleeping at that point of time, it was 7am, and i was like why you so early ah? Then he was like Your head, now 7am already sial!. I was astonished and i quickly wake up, but my spect, and handphone all drop, very kecoh lor, haha. Then bathed, prepared. Went to bustop with HL milk in my hand, lol.

Met him at Bustop, then walked to school, uhm, morning baby, haha!~ Then after that, reached gate, OM was there and my hair was down, he was like aiming at me ah, but i was like wahthfuck, bobian step as if wanna tie my hair, but actually NO!! Then go canteen, met up with tha rest, then went to parade sq with Sera. Fadhila was late, lol. -.-

Had Geography paper, okay lah, able to do ah. Then dismissed at 10.10am, went down to canteen, was looking for baby, but no avail. Stood on top of the bench, then Sera was like i know you short ah, dont need to let people know ah emily!! I jitao come down, i looked at her and she laughed all the way, very bad hor!! :@ Then saw Baby!! Hahaha! Then took bag and went to him. ^^v Then walked out of school, went to 190 bustop, then suwooped, then wanted to go to Bpp but in the never, then walked to my block.

Slacked, then Fadhila came, then we slacked awhile then went to 190 bustop and left. :D Me and Fadhila bought the same waterbottle! ^^ Haha, gonna bring to school tomorrow, weeee! Oh yeah, tomorrow lepak again with Baby and Fadhila, sisterlurp eh, haha! :P

Alright, shall end here and msn with the pussy now, haha! Love yah lots lots. :)

Baby, i love you so much, day by day, i miss you so much! I can't wait to see you tomorrow! Thanks for your keychain after you know that mine was spoilt, and it was so sweet of you to give me yours! I love you eh, b! I feel like irritating you again, hahaha! Lol! Me love you! We will get thru the fasting month alright? No holding hands nevermind ah! :)

PS:/Our waterbottle very cool, konek-wannabe. Hahaha! Right fadhila?! Hah! K, shhh! LOL!

Hai people, i'm editing blogskins right now, be right back people, bai. ;D

Oh yes, i love baby to the max! :B

scream city

Hello everyone, im here to blog for abit and then imma head to 215 then Bangkit and maybe Phoenix. :) My backbone is gettin better, but baby wants me to see doctor, last night he was like fed up with me cause i very stubborn towards him regarding my backbone, sorry syg. :( So i tonight maybe go see ah, if not jiu tomorrow le cause really no time. :(

Tomorrow school's ending at 9.15am, going to polyclinic again this time, i swear, no matter what, i'll wait for my turn! Anyone nk teman i gy polyclinic tomorrow? Should i ask Baby along? What if he is tired? Grah, so many what if hor, -.- Whatever, later then talk about it eh, :]

Im skipping dinner tonight, most probably going offline at 10pm later on, need to study Geography. Haha, shall elaborate my day today? ^^

Woke up at 6am, bath, dilly dallied till 6.30am, Baby texted me, reminding me to take Mom's car to school and not 184/Shuttle bus. Aw, swweeet i know, haha! Then reached school, saw Baby! But baby's face like very fierce, so i just keep smiling to him then Billy was beside him, lol. Then i headed to Canteen, bought mineral water, then headed to Hall for art.

Then finished art, chiong to canteen in case Baby leaves. But i never see Baby! :( Then after that, queued for food, then teman sera buy drinks, then saw Baby, waved and texted. Hehe, then after that, went up hall for Math, i tell you, it suck to the max. -.-

After that, chilled in school for awhile, then left for Bpp, had KFC with Michelle and Fadhila. Fieza went home, :( Then after that went to met up with Aryna and co, then after that, went home after chilling. Reached home, onlined, bathed, online, and now getting ready to go out.

Will be back at 8 plus, i will rush back, no worries. :]

And, baby, im so sorry! :( I love you ah okay, see you tomorrow, you know i know, haha! :P

Edited @ 8.38pm. :)
Currently on MSN with Baby and Gustavo. ^-^ Well, i still got 2 more papers to go! Yay! Geography and Math paper 2. Well, im so bored ah, i was pissed off just now. I went to 215, then say parents not at home, bobian walk back home alone, zzz.

I am feeling so moody now, i felt so neglected somehow, i don't know why too, gonna get over it soon, i don't want 21st August to come leh, damn kuku lor, after 21st August, 1 more month to tahan, grrrrah. :/

Gustavo told me something very funny, and i really laughed. L-O-L! *laughs.

Me : Eh Billy, how to say bird in malay ah?
Gustavo : Burung.
Me : Burung? Okay, haha!
Gustavo : ok, if two bird, like bird bird, its konek.
Me : LOL! *Burst out laughing like bitch.
Gustavo : *Shows banana and says this one.

SO IS IT FUNNY? If its not, your pasal lah, im so bored, so bored, bored to the max, bored bored bored bored bored!! :( Okay lah, someone please entertain me now?!

Oh yeah, i think my current blogskin suck ley, i want a new one, but nothing caught my eyes, i very choosy i know, oh well, whatever okay, i feel like eating now, i didn't ate dinner now and im fucking hungry, sibeh hungry. :(

Brother dont wanna go down and buy for me, bad boy. :( Alright, go hungry for tonight then, hehe. Okay lah, shall stop here, baby found out my most-stupid-nick-name. And im very very pissed off with Xiaoshadow and the gang, wahpiang, brother like that lah, Ahyang! :(

OKAY, BAI EARTHLINGS, ^-^

Cooled.

Shall elaborate my day today, well, uhm, woke up at 6am, texted Baby, greeted Good Morning etc, and then bathed. Was very moody the whole morning cause my back hurts to the max! 184 to school, suppose to meet Variko Sister, but she can't be contacted, so i just take the bus, then check check she inside the bus as me, lol! Then after that, waited for Shuttle Bus, sat with Fadhila. :-)

Reached school, bought mineral water, then went to Parade Sq, didn't see Baby although Huzai was there, then saw Baby and his friends walking around the field, i was like, =.= Lol. Then after that headed to Hall for Science paper, and i'm gonna flunk for sure, confirm!

Then had break at 9.16am, went down, Baby called me, and he gave me Chewy Gums! Aww, sweet! Haha, then after that, went to canteen, Fana and Me didn't ate, i got no appetite ah, then after that went back to Hall for Physics.

After that, went to canteen, it was raining and Baby wasn't out yet, so i texted him. Then went to detention room and looked for him, so i went with Fadhila, saw Huzai, and me and Fadhila went "Dickhead!!" He was like "Cb sia!" Ha, then saw Baby, talked, and he told me something, then after that, me and Fadhila went to took our bag and headed to meet Baby and the rest, then we left school.

Left school with Huzai, Fadhila and Baby. Huzai and Fadhila damn hiliarious, both of them is like as if they known each other very very long, lol! Then we walked to 190 bustop, Baby said "Today is a bad day" Yeah, i agree too, Huzai was like disiao-ing me lah, wtf lah. -.- Then Fadhila joined in, very bitch man, lol. Then while waiting for 190, talked cork, then board bus.

Sat with Baby then Huzai and Fadhila sat at the back row, but not together, me and Baby was laughing all the way, at them lah, lol! Then after that, they alighted, then Fadhila came to sat with me.

Reached Polyclinic, took queue number, 1560 was the number. When we reach, it was about 12.30pm, and the staff told us to go back at 1.30pm, so we headed to Mac. Saw Desmond and co, then ate at Mac. Then Baby was texting me, can sense that he was guilty and worried too, then i made sure that i was alright, safe with Fadhila then he ok liao, lol.

Then went back to Polyclinic, waited outside the Polyclinic, 975 passed by and Baby was inside!! Haha, then we waved and again we waited and wait. Then register already, went to level 2 and wait, nbcb, we wait for like 1 hour sial? And havent my turn! Sibeh fed up, fucked up too.

While waiting, me and Fadhila kept laughing at small childrens, damn cute lah! Then we cannot tahan waiting already, we left and walked to Ahmad's crib, revised Math, then i went home.

Reached home, Baby texted me, told him that i didn't see doctor, i went home, so tomorrow i'm going to see doctor again, :/ And baby asked me to take Mom's car to school tomorrow, if not no uhm-ings. So bobian lah, tomorrow taking Mom's ride to school, i already promised Baby. :(

So people, im not going to bustop tomorrow, so don't bother waiting for me alright? :) Alright, i got somthing to say. :)

Fadhila Nonok! Thanks ah, teman i tunggu pt Polyclinic. ^-^ You're amazing. ;) Haha, see you tomorrow alright? I miss l-o-ling with you already, grrr. :/

Ending school tomorrow at 2pm, 8am to 11am > Art. 12pm to 2pm > Math. IM SO DEAD. >:(

Backache, lovesick.

4 more months to my 16th.

I am in pain, nbcb. >:'(

I am missing baby so much, :(

I didn't had dinner as the pain was too fucking painful.

I've been enduring since 8am.

I am waiting for Baby to come online.

I am gonna elaborate, lol. -.-

Alright, hello. Today is 16th Aug, 4 more months please, faster faster. Haha! I woke up at 8am today due to my stomachache and my backache, its on the right side of my backbone, like got ball inside, damn painful. Texted Baby when i'm waiting for bus, he was heading to Jb at that point of time. ^-^

I went for work today, and its kinda okay, business was great, was kept busy from 12pm to 3pm, walking non-stop. :) Had lunch at 3 plus, backache go away, go away was what i was thinking all the while. Lol. Then after that, buey tahan the pain liao, left workplace, 970 home, walked home, fucking pain bodoh, wahpianggg. :(

Reached home, Fadhila called, told her that my pain makes me feel like absenting myself from school tomorrow, *muke sad to the max. Then she was like "eh don't lah! If never come, you cannot see *insert name ah!!" Okay lor, i go okay, but if very pain, bobian ah! :/ Onlined, bathed, online again.

Was on Tagged.com just now, got one guy sibeh lame bodoh, add me, ask for my msn through Message, i say cannot give, then he say "cannot then can give sex?" I was like "Cb kia, siao, get a life." Then he again say "see who got cb la, cb kia what?" Then i say "Wuji comment me, don't message me, not fun ley, comment me, lai, i wait." Then he diam, never even comment me, haha! Bodoh, sibeh lame ley.

I got pictures, in fact only two lah, cause i was lazy and yeah, so only 2 lor, haha!

We've been together for a day, more to come, more to come baby! ^^ This Yeeru, so sweet of her to buy me biscuit, hehe! ^-^ Love yah cousin, grow taller. :P

Alright, i'm done, erhm, Baby is not online yett! Shall update playlist while waiting yeah? Till here, continue to tag me peoplee! I love your tags, alot. ^-^

Baby, fasting month is coming, and we told each other, tahan and we will make it through. Don't be afraid that i will leave you for a chinese boyfriend, although i joked about it saying that for fasting month, i go find chinese boyfriend then after fasting month come back to you. I'm joking okay? Ha, i will never leave you, i promise. Be tha first and last of my real-serious-boyfie. And, i miss you alot ah bitch, i so want to see you tomorrow! ^-^

Hai people, morning! Well, uhm, actually i already post, then when i go to Picnik, then suddenly my whole internet closed, then i go open new one, when i go blogger.com, i was like, wah, cb, never save draft. Lolol, i type again lah ok! :D

Well, according to my Facebook's comments on my status, tags from my tagbox, and msn chats, alot of people have been asking me who is my boyfriend, handsome anot? Well, unfortunately, i'm gonna say that i will not announce who's my boyfriend is, but i will give you guys a few clue ah, he is a malay guy whom i love alot alot! He is one of the guy who appeared in my slide shows, he is from the same school as me, sec 4 too. :)

Thanks for all tha wishes, i will last long for sure, cause i wanna marry him, haha! Okay, better not let him see this, if not, he will tease me, haha! I wanna suwoop ah b! :( Hah.

And i was on Clique's blog just now, guess what i saw?! I saw this and i was so touched! :D

Ain't Cheryl a sweet thing?! Haha, don't be jealous, my daughter mah! ^-^ Thanks alot ah, i love you alot, hiak hiak.

I so wanna cut my fringe, baby say only fringe, don't cut the whole thing, cause he loves long-hair. Lol? So should i cut ......

Bangs?!

Or slanted?!

YUK AH LAAAAAAAAH! Which one nicer? Ah fuck, i know i look ugly in every hairstyle -.- Whatever, gonna go for a hair-cut with Fana again, next week perhaps? ^-^ I miss going out with her, huakhuakhuak. Okay, do tag me alright? Me now go bath and get ready to go out liao, buaiix. :)

Make it last

Alright, hello everyone again! I'm back from Jurong Point, it was a stupid one, but overall, two word, fucking cold. Shall blog about today yeah? One word : Wonderful. :)

Went out at 1pm, reached Pending, Hazmi texted me, then i went to Lot1 and met Baby, 172 to Jurong Point, wanted to sleep, but can't, l-o-l. Then reached, went to ground level. Went to Icing Room, but not halal cert, as my boyfriend can't consume pork, we decided to abort that idea.

Went to walk around, checked out the soccer boots, and the green one is nice, it caught me and baby's eyes, then baby also looked at Kaka's boots, its nice! Then went to arcade, haha! I won this time, yesssah. Hiak hiak, then went to KFC.

Apon called, then disiao me ah, wtf. Then he asked us to go to Burger King to have lunch settled there, but we already bought our food, so yeah, sorry Apon. :( Then didn't finished my Zinger, so we left.

Walked around, then went to Interchange, 180 back to Bpp, then walked from interchange to Pending, suwooped. ^^ Then reached home around 7pm, and i think Baby is 7plus? Well, im waiting for 8pm, haha! Okay, i haven't bath, shall go bath now, bye earthlings. :)

15 August it tha date, i love you alot, very much, very deeply.
Let's make it last and get married too, hiak. :P
I want to last long with you baby, aku cinta kamu. :)

Edited at 10.54pm. :) Going offline after this post, i'm hungry and sleepy. So yeah, Baby's going to Malaysia tomorrow, have fun b! :D Well, Yeeru bought me biscuits which has Mickey Mouse printed on it, shall eat it sooooon! Hiak hiak, should i? Should i? ^-^

Anyway, who's interest in buying a 2nd hand Ipod? Its still in good conditions, 4GB, can put songs, pictures, videos. Selling at $60 including Charger and Earpiece! Cheap tho, interested? Tag me. ^-^ Im selling it for my friend, not me, hehek.

Mdm goh is going to Bpp tomorrow at 7.30am to tutor Fadhila for Math, Fadhila ajak me to tag along, but i am too tired, its far too early, plus, there's work tomorrow, i know i shouldn't be working now, Prelims and N's coming, but my family is facing problems now, sighz. >:(

So should i go? Fadhila just called me, and she said she might be alone tomorrow, i feel bad leaving her alone, aiyor. :( Daddy, come back noww! :(

Alright, shall stop here, i feel uncomfortable, but i will get over it soon. :D

rainy day makes me sleepy.

Hello earthling, short post before i go out. Well, woke up around 9am, then bathed, cabbed to Whampoa. Then after that 139 to Toapayoh, then trained back to Cck then train to Pending. Home, online, blog, go out. ^^

On msn with Gustavo now, he damn funny, he is typing Han Yu Pin Yin to me, and he don't even know what is he typing, rofl! Damn funny, oh well, haha! Okay, now he is typing Hokkien to me, even hiliarious, haha!

Alright, shall prepare to go out now, my internet is fucking lag, what the fuck? -.-

Today is Hazmi's 16th birthday, happy birthday, hope i am tha first to wish you at 12am, hiak!

Oh and, baby, i miss very much! :(

Second post.

I am upset now, was on the phone with Yiling just now, haha, the last time i heard her voice was on 1st August 2008, l-o-l! No, not bearing grudges eh, takmo terase eh! :/

Was on Msn with Alson and Farris just now, was like pleading with 'em, the have my ezlink card photo which is fucking cb ugly, and Alson send to Shakir sial, Shakir, please don't spread it!! Alson wants me to call him Korkor on monday then he delete the picture, so i have to call him Kor kor whenever im in contact with him no matter thru msn, facebook or in school. :( Grrr, no choice, >:(

I am upset is because of someone, wahpiang eh, please ah! Don't do this thing lah, when you know you might get into trouble then why?! -.- Now, its over, so bad mood now! :@ Wahpiang, why so many people bad mood tonight ah?! Cb sial, pukimak lah sial, i also bad mood now, cb. :@

Okay, i think i shall stop here, tomorrow is Hazmi's 16th birthday, so i shall post smth up for him here, hiak hiak. :D


Eh bitch, happy 16th birthday, enjoy yeah? :) I wanna wish you all the best, and yes, i will be there for you always okay! Haha, you know i know eh, hahahahaha, okay, BFF \m/ Hah!

Okay, shall end here, need to cool down, anyway, i wanna go for a haircut, baby don't allow me to cut my back hair but only my fringe. :( So, bangs or not? Friends all say slanted, bangs i cut before, very japan, -.- Ya la, okay, bai earthlings, :D

Daddy, a yes from you please! :(

Me love you.

Hello readers, time check : 6.27pm now, its a long day today, and i think it was alright? Uhm yeah, days are getting lesser, i mean closer to N level, grah. :@ Well, i can do it? I don't know, well, yeah, whatever bitch. Hah!

Woke up at 6am, bath, Fadhila called when i was about to brush teeth, again she was complaining that i answered the phone too soon cause she wanna hear my call tone, ain't she cute? Haha ^^ Then hung up, brushed teeth, went out, 184 to school bustop, then walked up with Fadhila, again, laughed with her, as usual, hiak. :P

Reached school, headed to Parade Sq, saw Hazmi, then as usual, Fadhila disturbed Hazmi, and Hazmi disturbed her, rofl lah, haha. Then sat down, took temperature, went to hall for english. Nearly got caught by Mr Hoe cause i said "Your mother die lah, fatty bom bom" Haha, lol! Then while 4D is walking towards to the hall, Mr Hoe was like "Emily, Emily, Emily~" I heck and run to hall, damn stupid, lol!

Had english paper, crushed the foolscap with is 1/4 done, i don't know what i'm writting, and i was fed up, and i crushed it and wrote another one, nearly want to cry siol. Then after that, left 15 minutes to 9.16am, then after that, went to canteen to have lunch/breakfast. Ate, disiao Hashimah, damn funny, lol. Then went to hall for paper 2.

Was damn difficult, but managed to do it, then end at 12.16pm, then smsed Baby, then met him and went to 190 bustop, and suwooped, and 190 came and i went back to school to meet up with Michelle, Aryna, Fadhila. Then went to Bpp, then to Senja and home. Michelle fell down, takecare girl, l-o-l!

I am hunting for blogskins now, and i tell you, nowadays de blogskin sibeh not nice, not my taste de, >:( I hate my current blogskin you know, its so ugly lah, wtffff. Anyway, i've got picture, and its okay okay only, fucking ugly, lol. One only, so here you go >

Okay, tomorrow is 15th August, should i work? I don't want to work actually cause its Bestfriend's birthday, well, i've decided, pon work, sunday then work. :P Okay, bye people! Do tag me alright? I love you all to tha core. \m/

Short post.

Time check : 9.54pm, currently listening to Palmy - Glua. Msn with Alastair too, he is such a sucker, he is so girl, haha! He will kill me if he sees this, lol.

Well, i was sleeping from like 4 plus to 7pm, bro woke me up for dinner, then wake up, ate dinner with Yeeru and Eugene. Then onlined. ^^ Then baby wasn't online, so i assume he is still sleeping, lol.

Msn chats with Yiling, Michelle was nice, i enjoy chatting with girls ah, haha. Lol, -.- Was plurking these few days, and my karma drop like nbcbknnpubor, lol. But i will make it rise again, fred not people, hiak hiak.

Baby came online just now, he was being such a silly boy, well, i love him to the max, and yes, going home tomorrow together again, yay! Haha.

Mom is coming back, Milo is crying, Yeeru is cutting her nails, Alastair just went offline, gonna help him with the blogskin after this, tomorrow is the 14th August, i feel like shitting now, lol.

K bai earthling, love yah.

Im taken.

Hello world, apparently i deleted the previous post as i was in a rush to post just now, but now i am not, eugene replaced me, so i dont need to teman my dad to whampoa. :) So i will be online till night i guess? But im very sleepy right now, yawns.

Baby is sleeping i guess? Ha, he said he will be online at 3 but now is 3.20pm and he is not online, so i assume, he is still sleeping now? So yeah, he is not online, haha! Shall wait for tonight then, and tomorrow's school, its friday and saturday then sunday!

Its Hazmi's 16th on this saturday, hey dude, ready for it? Hiak hiak, you know i know eh, mwahaha, hehe! Shh, secret!

Well, had social studies paper today, and fock, i am gonna flunk my structured questions, it wasn't based on conflict in sri lanka and ireland but healthcare in singapore and british! I rrrrreally feel like giving up at tha point of time, but lucky me, i still remember some factors of the healthcare topic, so did structured first then source based, well, i manage to do it, haha! Source based was about ASEAN and i were too sleepy for it, but i still did it.

Just 15 more mintues to 9.30am, slept, then Mr Raj kicked my table, mesti ah, confirm purposely de, -.- Then woke up, chiong, then day dream, then stopped at 9.30am, headed to canteen, then stupid Farris say i shit, say i smells, so i chase him, then both of us were so tired, and we rested, haha. Then after lower-sec's recess finish, was about 11am?

Bought rice, ate halfway, ran to toilet and vomit everything out. Couldn't finish it up, so Fieza finished up for me, i was feeling awful, was coughing, took temperature, 37.6 degree, then rested for awhile, then bby texted me, met him, then told him i vomitted and temp was high.

Then we went to Pending, he bought sweets while Fadhila called me, then we went to opp 116, slacked, played games, talked, then went to 128. Then suwooped, then went to 190 bustop, un-tie my scorpion, cause he already see liao, then he go off and i went home.

Manage to take the key, then went in, online. Here i am blogging, bby is online now, haha! ^_^ Alright, shall stop here, bye earthlings, love you all.

Throat is killing me.

Hai, 2nd post. Im bored and i'm itch for typing of words. (my english suck i know.) Oh well, shall post in point-form and elaborate later on yeah. :)

• Studying Social Studies now.
• Chapters to study : Conflict in multi-ethnic societies, Sri Lanka and Northern Island.
• And also Deterence, (suck balls!)
• My throat is still painful despite Bby's advice to drink water.
• Bby is out now, probably not gonna be online tonight.
• There's Singapore Idol tonight! Yay!
• Tomorrow ending paper at 9.30am, yessah!
• Msn with Kak Fieza now, as usual, she calls me gundu. -.-
• I miss bby now, very much.
• Sleepy like one idiot, but gotta start to study!
• Helping Lingsheng to download song now, ^^
• Tagging Shakir's blog like one mad girl with Fieza, l-o-ling all the way.

I know something now, i learnt something now. If i were to really want something very badly, i must really wait and fight for it. And now, im achieving it and i am really very happy, and i know, Kak is happy for me too cause i've been smiling now and then.

I really want to thanks Kak Fieza, Sera, Fadhila, Fana, Aslina, Sri, Vivien, Tina, Cheryl, Yingying, Wenhui, Michelle, Farris, Shakir, Hadi, Lingsheng, Alson for being there to give me tissues when i cry, make me smile by saying stupid jokes, be there for me when i'm whining like a old lady, and always there no matter what! I love you guys, but i love bby more! Hiak hiak.

Thats all i can remember, if i left you out, let me know alright? :) Okay, might be blogging later if im feeling betta, hek. Bye!

And oh-yah, i love my bby to the max man! let's suwoop again, hehe! :D

Im so sick.

Hi readers, time check 4.06pm. Ive been backspacing for what i've typed since few minutes ago. And, i feel so wrong, so demanding. I don't know why too, seriously. Someone tell me why? :(

I've been coughing since 10th August, what a betch. I am having soar-throat and guess what? I had Longjohn today, and its worst now, its killing me. :( Hope i get well soon, i don't wanna lose my loud voice, geeez.

Had my first prelim paper today, Mother Tongue. Woke up at 6am, iron-ed uniform, then bath, sms someone, then met someone downstairs my block, then walked to school. After that met up with Huzai, then walked to school, didn't talked much as Huzai was there, paiseh ah! Haha. Then reached school, someone went to toilet and then we went seperate ways. I headed to canteen to meet the rest, then after that, talked, and went to parade sq with Fadhila.

Was damn warm, then assembly liao headed to hall for prelims. Then reached hall, took paper 1, managed to finish compo and letter writting in 1 hour and i slept for the other 1 hour, hek hek. Then woke up just 5 minutes before time is up. So woke up, then i felt so i-miss-him ah! Then papers were collected, checked phone, fieza took it from me and replied for me, i was like sad but didn't felt like crying lohz! Then sibeh no mood, then 5 minutes liao, took paper 2.

I managed to finish up paper 2 in about 1 hour? Then i wanted to sleep, but i can't?! -.- Then daydreamed, till 12.30pm, finally finished, then took bag and headed to canteen, then bus to Bpp.

Stayed in Long John, ate, talked, then laughed of course, then i bus home, was unwell, my right hand hurts, my throat is painful. I need someone's hug, grah. :/ Someone is online on some website but not Msn. :( I don't know ah, i just know that im going to skip dinner tonight, and flunk my social studies tomorrow! Okay, i am done with today's.

And this girl up there, i miss you so much shorty! Hope you get well soon and come back to school okay! Stay strong, i will be there for you, i doubt you will see this, but no matter what, i love you okay, heck what people say about you alright? You know i know, hek hek. I love you Emmabel! ^^

Darling's online now, and i told him about my throat and guess what he said? Nah, not gonna let you all know, hek. :P Okay lah, he said my throat is plainly dry, drink more water, haha! Isn't him great? Hehe, well i know~ Okay lah, bai.

Love you till the fear subsides.

Hello readers! Im back for an update for today! (Y) So, today was great, ha ha. Okay, shall start elaborating now darlengs. :)

Woke up at 6am, still thinking about what happened, damn l-o-l. Then got ready, mom helped me to tie Scorpion as someone wants me to tie scorpion to school, so i did eh, ^^ Then went out at 6.50am, 184 to AES there, then met Nadzirah first, talked, then Farris and co came, sat with 'em, talked, then Shuttle bus came, then sat with Jeni, then reached school, buy mineral water!

Headed to Parade Sq, had silent reading, then went back class for Chemistry. Ha, Mr Han never scold me today, yay. Lol, okay lame. Then bring Fadhila to General office, thought she got fever, but check check, dont have. Then went back class, took bag and headed to parade sq for PE.

Ha ha, i passed my NAFA sia, lol! Then walked around the school for 1 round, then went back, sat ouside D&T room, then i released my Scorpion, cause it was so messy! So sorry to someone, i wil tie again tomorrow for you okay! ^_^

So, had lessons per normal, cut queue during recess, didn't finished my food for some reason, ha. Then went for Art, then stayed inside there till 4 plus.

After school went to Bpp, Fadhila damn cute, she suddenly went to Hazmi and tried to fight with him, Hazmi give me a wth look, hahaha! Damn hiliarious, fadhila fadhila~ Then 184 to Bpp. Once i board the bus, i found out that my ezlink card is at school, so i say "cb" very loudly, then Fadhila pulled me to the back, we l-o-l very loudly, free ride perh!

Reach Bpp, then print pictures, then cabbed to school, went to Art room, continued with Prep work, was on time, hek hek. Then handed in, and i was god damn happy! After handed in, first thing is to sms someone! Then left school with Fana and Akif while smsing with someone.

Reached home, bathed, online. Ate dinner, online again. Now on msn with Arab Boy, Darling, and Pussycat, all jokers, sibeh funny, but chat with Darling is the funniest eh, :/

Aw, i miss Darling so much! Okay lah, i also love you no matter what okay? ^^

Okay, tomorrow's my Prelim, mother tongue! Okay, bye earthlingoz.

First and last.

Okay, hello people, im back! Ha, time check 6.36pm. I had fun today, hek hek, i liiiiike! :p

Headed to 215 to collect rental fee, then walked to Bangkit to bank in the money, then went home and watch channel 5. ^_^ Almost fell asleep then Hazmi texted me, so went down and looked for him, then went to slacked under block, bought drinks, slacked opp 126. Then left around 6pm.

Went to my block, then yeah, ha ha, went home ah! Lololol, i got pictures, i got quite a number but, i will only upload 1 picture, hehe! :)

Ha, his face damn cute! Lol, okay lah, well, im very hungry now, i haven't eat since i woke up siahzsx. Now waiting for dinner and then eat eh. :}

Shall stop here and go and take a bath and do prep work liao, will online at 7/8pm? Okay, bye people, tag me alright?

I love bi to the max.

Hello readers, time check, 10.40am! Ha, i woke up around 9.30am? I couldn't sleep any longer although i slept very late last night due to i can't get to sleep! Ha, don't ask me why!

I went to Bangkit last night with Yongsheng as dad is hungray, -.- So walked to Bangkit, then i went to 7Eleven, and guess what! I saw Aliff Aziz, i was staring at him all the way and i couldn't open the door and nearly fell down, fuck man, lolololol! He and his friend was like staring at me too, lol! Damn paisey okay, wtf. Lol. Okay, then i texted Sri and informed her about it, and she lol-ed at me, tsk. Lololol, okay lah, it was really very funny! Ha, laugh all you want lah! Lolol!

Okay, was on MSN with Suhaimi earlier on, talked about yesterday's outing. Its a pity that i couldn't attend, i will attend the next outing yeah! Ha ha, glad that you guys had fun yesterday! :)

Time check 10.54am, needa head to 215 for rental fee at 12pm. So, might be going out at 11.45am? I got nothing really to blog about, there is stuffs that i really want to blog badly about, but i can't, its a secret :P So, i think i shall end with 2 solo pictures of myself? ^^

Okay, goodbye world, blog later ah, ^_^

If this is for real, make it forever and always. It will always be for you bi, cause i've been waiting for so long. I want to let you know, this isn't a dream, and i hope, its not gonna be a joke cause i don't get this joke, love you bi.

Its with him now.

Okay hello everyone again, this will be a short post, cause i gotta make my friend go crazy with me tonight, hek hek! :P I love making this friend of mine to go crazy, over-limit. Hahah!

Alright, i went to Bpp for dinner just now, so sorry for my tag on my tagbox, i typed the wrong code, damn stupid. ( i already deleted it, lololol. ) Had rice for dinner with family, was laughing all the way, i love today's dinner, its been a long time since we last sat down together and have dinner. ^^

Omgod, i tell you, Bukit Panjang's weather suck to the core, ive bathed for 2 times in a row, sibeh fucking hot, wahpiang.

Watched NDP parade at home just now, was okay lah, kinda boring and it ended quite early? I got no idea, recite pledge with Yongsheng and Edmus just now, Grandma was looking at us with a weird look. HAHAHA! Eugene was irritated by it anyway. :P

Then watched Singapore Idol Audition just now with Yeeru and Edmus. Was lol-ing all the way, cb sia, damn funny! The one who got inspired by Avril. Damn hiliarious, but i admire her guts anyway! ^_^ Good try (Y) The number 1944, damn funny, KA and i was like laughing out ass off, hahahahaa! The one who dressed very scary one, idk the name as well as the number, he was being so " li-pu " ah, like tak perlu eh. Haha, but then, its entertaining tho, hehek.

Oh anyway, after this post and msn chat with KA, I shall go offline. Talking about KA, i love him to the max, seriously. The feeling is developing now, its like the starting, im so glad that he is happy with me, haha! Ha, KA, i love you alot, seriously! I promise to wait for you alright? :D

Prelims are coming, gonna stay at home revising, perhaps heading to Bpp for prep work with Sera and Fieza? See how first eh, haha! Anyway, i think i shall stop blogging and focus on MSN now, hek hek.

Aww, KA, you know what! I love the way we chat tonight, i really missed it after so long!
I love this way, don't make it worse, we'll make it better alright? Thanks for the laughters you gave me tonight, hope you enjoyed, and we are for real for what we said okay?

I love you, yes, i do! ^_^

Somebody pinch me.

Happy 44th birthday to Singapore! ^^ I love the tattoo, rofl. But Mr Hoe asked me to wash it away, sibeh sad yi xia lor. :( So anyone got the tattoo? Please give it to me okay! I will love you to bits, hehe! :B

Okay, now is 12.07pm, going to Bpp to meet Fana later to print pictures for prep work. I miss her alot okay, i neglected her in class for the past few weeks, so sorry dear, will make it up to you sooon! ^^ Oh yeah, did i told you guys that my art is done? Wanna see the picture? Here you go darlings, hehe! :) >

Nice? Hehe, K1A1 said orange's is nice, so does my dad, my mom, mdm fat and classmates. ^^ Hehehehe, finally finish le hor, haha! :) Oh yeah, i got pictures, i have alot actually, but my laptop is kinda lag ah, maybe just install things then still seh-seh, lol. So i will only upload 3 yeah? :)



Okay, that's all, will upload if i ain't lazy or something, haha. I was webcamming with Sri just now, her nephew is cute ttm, and i showed her Milo too, hehe! The screenshot is here. >

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Okay, till here, on msn with Gustavo aka Billy Gun and Aryna. Dion too, she's coming over to singapore from 25 November - 12 December 2009, i can't wait, can't wait, i wanna meet her! Dion Lim Puey, i so miss you woman! xD