I need a hug from ya.

Alright, i'm feeling very tired now, and upset too, alalala, moodswing ah! -_- Today school was alright. Woke up around 6am, went to bath, then went out at 7am. Then reached bustop, saw Alson, was asking him whether is there Mother Tongue class today, rofl. Then Shakir reached, the Fieza, Hadi & Fadhila, then Shakir, the Farris, Suhaimi. Then board the shuttle bus, then went to Class straight. :)

Then go back class, sat with Sidek. ^^ Then Mr Han came in, zzz. Then took temperature everything, and i almost scared myself to tits man, lol. My temperature was 37.3 man! Rofl! Haha, then after that had Chemistry, slept halfway :/ Then Sidek woke me up for P.E ^^ But i didn't bring P.E attire, rofl. Only 6 out of 34 students wore P.E attire man! Rofl! Then walked around the school for 1 round with Fieza & Fadhila. Then did 20 Push-ups. -_- Stupid sia, lol.

Then went to toilet, took pictures, we took quite alot ah, but i only edit 2, so here you go. ^^

Fadhila, i love you ^^

Kak Fieza, Emily, Fadhilaaaa!

He he, i clipped up my fringe as its so HAWT! Lol, i know i look v cheena and stupid. Rofl, but whatever la. And, my Art is saved, HOLY MAMA! :D Mdm Fat help me made the first move, hek hek hek! Then recess with Jason & Tina. Ying, Cheryl & Vivien didn't came.

I promise/swear that i will never leave my phone unattended anymore! What the fark sia today, i got really fucking pissed off by some irrespponsible people. 连基本礼貌都没有，你还怀孕，来学校干吗?!

Okay, i'm done. Ha ha, after schl, went for Art till 5.30pm, walked home, bathed, here i am. :)

I'm thinking, will our friendship drift apart? I don't want to drift with you, seriously.

Okay, back, shall reply tags now. ^^

kakak kau!: K best, we had fun riggggght?! :)
Fana: Hey Goofy!
Rain: K best, hehe ^^v
Esther: Lol, mine going over already! Yay, he he.
Fana: Take ah, i'm sick of David already. HAHAHA!
WANN WOOHOO: Diam la gemok, you freak. Owe me 2 Kinder!!
Fana: Ya la! Wahpiang.

Edited on 10.38pm.

Eh, seriously, i think GM gone too far, firstly, she is being such a selfish girl who chose someone whom wasn't really close and not someone who is close to her. And like wtfuck, she's like no ingredient, its super fucking no ingredient, and wtfuck, she so laolan on her fucking space, and like wtfuck la! Everyone got feelings, and don't you have feelings too biatch?! You got to accept tha fact that you're acting like a fucking ah hai down here, and you know? If you want people to know who you feels, then you ought to know how do people feels at the very first place! Eh sia la, you boh taonao siboh, wtfuck la you. -'- Stop seducing boys la, fuck off man! You're being such a disgrace la, you totally disgraced all tha females man! And you rants as if you were right, you did nothing wrong. Like hello! You made a grave mistake man, how could you do this?! I know ah, you not scared of malu, you're so fucking shameless, but hello, this dearest friend of mine is definately not as shameless as you okay, hognosed. -'- Find your own, don't take people's!
And fyi, this is my fucking blog, you don't like it, come talk to me. -'- Pubor, GM!

Stomach cramp still.

Alright, hello readers! I'm fucking tired today, it was a fucking long day man, piang eh. -_-
Lemme elaborate okayzzxx. :) ^^

I slept around 11+ last night, and when i fell alseep, my dearest Fana called me. -'- And we talked on the phone till 1+ Were bullshitting all the way, she's bragging bout her extra 1 week holiday, wtf! And i was like ya la ya la, don't need hao lian la!! Lololol! We kept laughing i tell ya, haha. ^^

Then hung up, i slept. (duh) Then woke up at 6.10am, tired bodohkanasai! Zzzz, then went to bath everything, woke mom up, then got ready, and i really need a new uniform okay, -_- Then mom drove Bro and cousins to schl, while i bus to the bustop to meet the usuals, then i so miss fieza, fadhila, everyone sia!! Hahahaa, see 'em, i so happy tau! ^.^ Ha ha ha, then saw 哈兹米 too, he he he. Then shuttle bus came, so we board ah, then reached canteen, slacked, bought mineral water. ^^ (as usual, hek hek.)

Then didn't had assembly, so went back to class, omfg. I miss everyone! ^^ But some of 'em didn't came to schl, but Nanipeng came! Ha ha, like finally man, she MIA till like so many gozillion months, rofl. -_- Then i was the only one who went oversea in class okay, and this is how it goes. >

Mr Lee : Alright, did anyone went overseas? Please raise up your hand.
Shakir raises up and said : I went to Sentosa.
Mr Lee : -________-
I raised up and said : I went to Thailand.
Mr Lee : *Freaked out and step 1 step behind and made a "sssss" sound + a muke maintain.
Whole class laughed! Hahahaha.
Mr Lee : When did you reached singapore?
Me : 21st June.
Mr Lee : Okay, 21 + 7 is?
Class : 28th.
Mr Lee : Heng, you over 7 days liao.

Lol right, my teacher damn cute i know, haha! ^^ Then got new timetable, and i tell you, it suck. :( Lessons were alright, its just that there's extra lessons, its from 3pm to 5pm everyday. -'-
And, in between 1.35pm to 3pm, we gotta head to the artroom and do our art. WTF MAN!? Today was a damn long day okay, in between the extra lesson, i wanted to fell alseep sia, -_- Really very tired, its a fucking long day. :(

Had damn lots fun during recess with my siaocharborhs, hahahaha ^^ We kept laughing and laughing, at some v super duper chorlor girl, haha. Then also i molested Jason Gan, ^^ Hahahahah, he is so scared of me now okay, yay! Finally~ Hahahha, nah, kidding. I sibeh sayang him de, :D

Then reached home around 5.30pm, headed to Bpp, print pictures. -_- Then bought dinner home and here i am. Hais, sibeh tired okay. :(

Anyway, i had alot of fun with Fadhila and Fieza today, best nyer! ^^ HAHAHAHEHEHOHO.
Oh, and i am fed up with my art already, i erased the fucking owl away, and now its better, far better.



I showed Mdm Fat, and she didn't got angry! OMG, DAMN LUCKY I TELL YAAA! HAHAHAHAH!

Alright, shall reply tags then, i got geography homework, MDM YAPPPPPP!! :(

fieza! Had lots of fun with ya today Kak! ^^
jing Err, like countries? HAHA, i don't know how to explain to you, sorry. :/
WANN WOOHOO: You laugh, you gemok! Eh, takmo sombong ehk!
Shane: Are you being sacarstic?! -_- Its so fugging ugly ok. Wtf.
Esther: Its ugly lah, haiz. :-(
masGILERR: Thanks Mas! ^^ Love ya.

Aiyorrrrrrrr!

Alright, hi. I'm blooody fucked up now, my mood is very very bad now, i'm very stress now. :-(

I am such a fucking failure man, wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! :-(

Alright, i did my layout, and it suck totally. Its not completed yet, and now i just don't have the faith and mood to redo already, i did 2 times, this is the 1st time. >



And Dion said that the owl is too skinny, so without second thought, i erased it away, and i redrew it, and its even worse!!!! :'-(



LOOK PEOPLE, IT SUCK RIGHTTTTTTTT?! Omg, i know it doesn't makes any difference, but i don't know, Mdm Fat's expectation is indeeed very high, and i got no confidence for tomorrow, confirm i will get a scolding from her, hais. What the fuck man! :( I'm so fucking useless now.
SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :(

HOLY SHIT.

No pictures today, i look haggard.

Hi morning stalkers, i'm at home, and i'm still in pain, nbcb. :( And also, i malas! -_- Okay ah, nevermind, i will still blog ehk.Okay, last night i had a dream, the dream consisted of Khamirul, Farris, Suhaimi, Fieza, Fana, and more.... Sorry ehk,aku malas uh, nk elborate. :( Alright, school's starting tomorrow, and i don't want it to come!!!!!!!!

I don't want to see so many people! Why isn't holiday extended?!
Haiyoooor, so de mother toot leh, tsk. But the fact is school is starting tomorrow, and we've got to get ready for everything. For me, as well as for the rest of the Sec 4's, we have no more time to waste, we have to buck up already. We're going to have our 2nd prelim, then the official N level examination during Octocber, and that is like 4 mths?!
Holyshit!! OH MY GAWWWWWWWWD. :(

I want to finish my art, i want to buck up on my Chemistry, i want to improve on my Geography! I want to learn during Mathematics, i hope Mdm Teh won't go slow, i want to get better in my English.
I want to stop bickering with Miss Chan during Mother Tongue, i want to learn more about how to be much expressive on mySource Base ; Social Studies.
I WANT TO PASS MY FRREAKING N LEVEL!!

I'm not gonna sleep in class already, i'm going to stop myself from touching my handphone in class.
I'm gonna let Fana know that i wants to study. I'm going to prove wrong to all those teachers that looked down on our class, and not only me, is the whole class.

I want to go to ITE signing up for my desire course and not those courses which i'm not even interested in.
And in order to that, i'm going to buck up and mug on my studies, and i must.
People have been looking at me with that kind of look that simply shows You-got-study-de-ah?And, i hate it. But nevermind, after tonight, no more slacking around, i'm gonna buck up, and yesss, i can do it. (?) -_-

HOLY, CRAMP IS HERE AGAIN!!!! CIAOS!

Esther: Hey rocker, haha. Is it? Show it to me ^^

Boys suck when they lies

Alright, hello again. My monthly friend is here since 4pm+ and i'm feeling terrible, i am so moody, unhappy. :/ Let's screw life! Ah, whatever. Bestfriend isn't online again, its been 2 nights, nevermind, things are changing, perhaps i'm no longer bestfriend of he's? :( I don't know, but i truely know that i shouldn't think so much and carry on with my daily's. :(


Was on Youtube just now, went to search Aliff Aziz's Sayang sayang. And he's so cute in it, and oh my god, he is totally cute! And, i think i'm in love with him, even my blog-songs were sang by him for god sake. And yesss! Aku Cinta Aliff Aziz! But so many people hates him ah, because he smokes, he's like a mat, and ( i agree to this point ah. ) But yknow, its his life! ^^v Ha ha, rofl. I've seen him in person for a few times as we stay at the same area, he is tall, and cute!! His sisters are tall too, omg. Ha ha, and seriously, for the last time, he's damn bloody cute! :D


Alright, cramps are killing me, and i can't take it anymore. Was on the phone with Ridwan just now again, and we were talking about my ex, Izad. HA HA, super hiliarious. Eh Ridwan, stop being such a bitch eh, you gemok. Ha ha ha.


School's re-opening, and i don't look forward to it, cause i got reasons for that, and i really don't want to see her, him, you, they all. Why isn't holiday extended? :( I shouldn't vote for the last choice, hais. Regretted man, but nevermind, i just hope, tomorrow will be the best Sunday.


I want the best Sunday, i want to be happy. I want to end my holiday in a happy way. :)

Esther: Read already, thanks Sister! ^^
Kak iLah: Say cannot find my tagb uh, he he. Oh biase ah, hek. Thanks ! ^^
Xiuling Aida (: Oh, just asking anyway! ^^
krystal: Heh, you too. :)

Hello yellow!

Hello people! I'm otp with Shiping! :D Yay, i love talking to her okay, among those girls, i trust her the most. I love her, he he! Alright, enough of mushyness, rofl. Alright, i woke up around 10am, and came online after washing up.

Was otp with Ridwan last night. He is such a bitch yesterday, and he owes me Kinder Bueno! You bitch, better go and buy a.s.a.p! He he, and yess, he is like mumbling all the way, zzzz. I can't even hear him man, and i end up keep saying "huh?" to him, rofl. :/ And he gotta repeat for me, hahaha! ^^ Ha! And, he is such a bitch, for one last time, he is a gemok bitch. HAHAHA!

Alright, last night was waiting for 哈兹米 to come online, but he didn't, so i went offline. Alalala,i think he is busy or tired or something, nevermind. ^^ Alright, shan't talk about him much here, haha. Today is saturday, yeayyyyyyyyy!!

Fana went to Batam today, gonna miss chatting with her loads, oh takecare alright, don't get attracted to Prostitutes there, HAHA. Don't fuck 'em, rofl! Nah, kidding, takmo merajuk ok? :} Ha ha ha ha ha ha! Love yah, fananananaanananana! :D



Alright, this is Krystal, my precious babydoll. ^^ Hek, we didn't met before, but i webcammed with her before, rofl. Ha ha, she's such a lil sweetie to come up with this joint picture. ^^v Hehe, i love you lar, Ah Yan! :/ Ha ha, thanks for all those envouragements and compliments from ya for all these months, i'm sorry for everything if i did anything wrong, anything can look for me alright? I don't really trust all my gans nowadays, but i hope you're different from my other gans, okay? Me love yah, :) And! Ha ha, all the best and your love life alright, you're super cute! Lai, ai ni, mwah! ^^



Alright, its the end of my first post, shall go take a bath nowww, and then Resturant City again! Keep the tags coming in leh, tsk! :( Okay, toodles!

Esther: Hek hek, rofl! :P

Second post.

Alright, hello again! Now is 9.14pm, and by 10pm i gotta swtich off the laptop already, but what is keeping 哈兹米 so long man! Faster come online, if not how am i gonna chat with you for tonight?! :( Quick, grah! Alright, i was addicted to my Bestfriend's profile song, "Taking Back My Love - Enrique Iglesias feat Ciara." And yknow what, that lyrics is simply great, seriously! I will paste down some favourite part of the lyrics for y'all later on alright, ^^ Promise, hek hek. :D

I helped Yimling to come up with this, is it nice? Well, she said it was nice, so i trusted her as Esther Sister told me to believe all the compliments that i recieved. ^^ Ha ha, but i'm not gonna take her compliment as i'm not pretty/cute at all, rofl. v.v Ha ha, lmao. Alright, i've got nothing to blog about already... Oh! One more thang! If you people reads Fana's blog, please agree with her. (For Cdian's)

Does Micheal Jackson and Mr SashiDarren look alike? Ha ha ha, me & Fana was laughing all the way cause of this, rofl!! Ha ha ha ha ha! Lol! I think they does yknow? :}

I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world. So did I deserve to be left here hurt. You think I don't know you're out of control. I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love. What did I do but give love to you. I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me. If I had nothing would you want me to stay?

Esther: Hello Lovely!
Vivien: Mai lame, tsk. Haha.
Kak love you!: Boleh boleh, Kak's ownage okay? ^^ I'm not pretty, bitch. HAHA! ^^ See you soooooon!
YIMLING: Hello Yimling, thanks!
WANN WOOHOO: You idiot, so happy for? -_- Lol, gemok!
Cherolyncheryl Ha ha, luv yah too, Cheryl! ^^

BACCCCCK TO NORMAL!

Heya! Ha ha, i think i love this blogskin better, because Kak Fieza gave it to me mah! ^^ Ha ha ha ha, i feel so happy after changing blogskins, yes i am weird. :(

Just now was on Msn with 哈兹米, rofl la he, damn funny. -_- And i was right, he was indeed out last night! ^_^ Ha ha ha, clever worzxs. He said im stupid because i don't wanna go back for Secondary Five. -'- Lol.

Alright.. I haven't had my lunch, and the feeling suck, because i got no idea whether to eat Maggie or Takeaway? And, i'm asking Fana whether what should i eat. Ha ha ha. Alright, let me list down what i feel like eating alright. :>

McSpicy, Zinger, Chicken Rice, 剪刀饭, Roti Prata, Mee Goreng, $1.50 rice, Carrotcake, Ramen, CheeseFries, LongJohn. :(

I asked Fana & Vivien, and their answer is the same, f*ck 'em, haha. I'm on msn with амїячďу. He gave me suggestions like KFC, MAC, LONGJOHN, Cup Noodles.. Ha ha ha, rofl! And he said i was crazy, damn him. Ha ha ha. :P

AND, OMFG! MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD! (SAD, CRIES!)


The "King of Pop" suffered a cardiac arrest and couldn't be revived by paramedics.

God gracious, although im not a fan of him, although i don't know him much, but as far as i know, he's kinda famous. And, hope he will rest in peace, he will always stay in me heart as a "Very-Famous-Artist". :( Sigh, emo time! (Nah, joking.) Fana is sad over him, lame. -_-


Alright, i shall stop here and go and get a bath. :D Toodles, byeeeeee!

Fana: I know, haha. You too. :)

Alright, i changed the blogskin, nope, i wasn't unhappy, i just dont like it, too dull. Ha ha, i like the present one, ^^ My playlist currently have 2 songs playing, one of 'em was Cherolyn Daughter's blogsong, talking bout her, i miss her alot. >:( But nevermind, Monday will be here, and i swear, imma hug all of 'em one by one! :P Ha ha ha! And also, Kak Fieza is going to kiss me on Monday, yay! I love her kisses! :) Ha ha, on cheek lah, dang. -_- Lol, tsk tsk tsk. I not lesbian ok. :/


Alright, 哈兹米 wasn't online, i guess he's out with his family, nevermind, can chat tomorrow. ^^ Although i miss chatting with that kid, hah! :/ Alright, ego-ness suck.


Well, i've went bloghopping just now, Love is killing all of us, sigh. :( Hope everyone's Love will turn better and r/s will last long alright? :D Okay, i shall stop here and go sleep already. :)


I'm heading down to Whampoa tomorrow, but i don't want, but Daddy wants me to go down, sianzxzsx. >:( Nehmind la, Monday is coming already! ^^


Alright, amios! =D

Lololol, kwa kwa kwa.

Hello readers again, good night. Ha ha, rofl. Okay, im super furious just now because i couldn't play Resturant City!! But, now can already, hek hek. Super happy ok! =) He he, alright, now...

I'm on Tagged.com and also Resturant city, and of course, blogging too. My dad wanna use this lil lappy, hais.. :(

I want to use leh, but nevermind, hope he won't use it for so long then! xD He he, if not i can't chat with 哈兹米already, haha! Lol, alright, i'm very tired and irritated now, for no reason too. Lolololololololol, okay bai~ :D

WANN APON: Yeah la, freak. Ha ha ha ha!
Fana: Whatever la, -_-
M A N T H A's ♥: Hello Sister! (L)
RUIQIN♥: Thanks RuiQin. :)

YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! IT HURTS ALOTZXCZXSCXCZ!! :( K da, over react lah dok! Ha ha, but its rreally very painful okay? I'm having difficulties in eating and also brushing my teeth. :( So sad. But hope it gets better then! Uncle Steven asked me to eat Orange, so as to "excite" my ulcer and, the ulcer will be gone in few days, wtf. that will kill me, i will be screaming like ~ Ha ha ha. Oh, talking about Screaming, guess what Lingsheng said about me? Ha ha ha ha ha! He said this to me >

Your whisper like talk. You talk like scream. Your scream like ....

Super hilarious i tell you, he know me kinda well huh! Ha ha, although we're in different class already.. Ha ha, and he's one of the kind-hearted people who told me to get over (N) on the 1st Aug afternoon at School Canteen when he's back from OBS. :) HA HA HA! ROFL. xD

Alright, WannJunk is online, should i talk to that gemok? But he is so lame ah, last night show me don't know what video -_- Lol, but i kinda miss him man, tskkk. So happy that he's out of Boy's Home already! See you soooooooooooooooooooon! =D

Okay la, i shall stop here and go Facebooking already! :) Bye lovelies~

CAMMIE: Hey darling, sure, will re-link ya! Yeah, i will, love.
b: Alright, sure! :)
fieza`o: Kak Fiezaaaa! Aku pon cinta kau! ;D

Alright, i got one very very important news for all my school's peopleeeeee~


Heyyaa CDSS peeps ! Msg from Mr Nassim ! (:
1. Go to http://www.chestnutdrivesec.moe.edu.sg/ .
2. Download Travel Declaration Form , to be handed up on Monday .
3. If you're sick , do NOT come to school on Monday !
4. Bring thermometer on Monday .
5. Pass this around to all the CDians you know .
Thankew ! (:


Alright, i'm done with my news, hahaha! Er, im on msn with 哈兹米bestfriend, we are being so stupid, lol. Okay, i shall stop here, bai. xD

TYR: Whatever, shorty.
Vivien: Siao ah you, rofl.
Inia: I miss you too girl.

使用华文来表达我想说什么会比较简单，不。我应该说使用华文能够表达的清楚。那我就开始啦。

经过昨晚所发生的事后，我感到非常的不开心。我告诉自己，我们只是好朋友的关系。就算我已爱上了他，我们也只能够做好朋友。我从没后悔认识你。你一向都很关心我，我知道。每当我不开心时，你一定会像办法来逗我开心，而且，你从没失败过。

身为你的好朋友，我感到非常骄傲，非常开心。只不过，我自己已犯了一个错误，我甚至爱上了你，我还骗你说我已不喜欢你了。我感到非常惭愧，我不应该骗你的。

我知道，虽然我喜欢你，我心里知道，我们是不能成为男女朋友关系的，应为老天注定我们俩只能做好朋友。

Alright, felt better after using chinese words to express what i wanna say, i felt better, and i felt lucky that i am a chinese although i'm not into chinese people, haha. Lol, well, thank god for lettin me being born in a chinese family. But, my dad, sigh.

He likes to vent anger on us whenever he meets unhappy stuffs outside at work, isn't it unfair?

I felt so unhappy last night, and when he came back, he's like venting his anger on us, and my brother, wtf, fuck it lar. -'- I hate this kind of life, i want my happy life back, fuckfuckfuck.

I want holidays to extend, i don't want to see so many people, i wish i can name those people down, but i'll hurt them, so ya, whatever. Only few of my friends know, and i know, its safe with them, unlike that person who said he/she will lessen the communications, but yet, he/she didn't. Ah, fuck. Fuck it, i hate my life. -__-

Amelia:Wml, -_-
Kathie: Alright, will relink you sweetie. :)

Right, im stucked. Im lost for words. I got no idea whether to close blog anot. Goodbye...

krystal: Thanks.
ireniee.BangBang!: Thanks, not pretty.
Passerby: i-don't-know-what-to-say

Alright, met up with my Bitch just now, and i miss her alot, seriously siah, rofl. And, she always never fail to make me laugh, and she never fails to point me her magic finger, -_- And, i miss her alot, once again, i miss her alot.

Met at Cck, and she acted as she don't know me, like -'- Lmao, then we went to Kfc, passed her presents that i brought from Thailand. ;D Ha ha, and the shirt is too big for me, and also for her, LOL. Then ate Zinger, told her about 16 June, rofl. Then went to walked around, headed to Cck Park, and so many couples pator at there siah, like helllloo? Who dates at Parks?! Lol, then Suhaimi texted me whether where am i, so i called him up, he is abit weird, lol. Then its is starting to rain, then we walk back to Cck.

Went to Aries, bought red bangles, and red headbands. HA HA, WE ARE SO IN LOVE WITH MERAH~ Ha ha, then went to Petir, lepak, took photos, got few damn funny, but im not gonna upload it, but that bitch will, rofl. Then send her to Bustop, waited for 190, then i walked home.

Was texting with WannJunk, and i kinda miss him, and i know, he misses my singing! xD Ha ha ha, fatasssssssss, hahaha! See you soon, WannJunk, misses ya alot. :)

Esther: Ha ha, me too! xD
D-X: What is wrong with your pea brain? Do I know you? Get a life please. And, your english suck to the core, rofl. Buck up alright, ha ha.
Fana: Hi Fana! ;D
masLARRSHEYY[mas]: Heh, MasLARRSHEYY! Ha ha, alright, see you next weeeek, cinta kau! :D
jing: Yeah, depends on the school eh, my school is like that, when You're sec 3, you get to choose between Geography or History. :)

Hai readers, morning! Slept well? Well, i slept at 2am last night, watched Channel U last night with Dad & Mom, well, i felt better after watching tv, and of course, going l-o-l with my fat daddy. Ha ha ha, lol! Alright, i didn't dreamt of anything, or rather i don't even know whether did i dreamt anot, lmao. Ha ha, weird, weird weird! Finally, 22nd is over! Yay, it seems that yesterday was a looooooooooong day. :( But nehmind, its over already, ha ha!

Alright, i woke up around 10am, brushed teeth, online. Edited pictures, hua hua hua, i got one super funny picture, but i don't think i will post on my blog, i will post on somewhere.... Ha ha ha ha! Alright, im going to eat my maggie mee which is from Thailand, its super super nice, spicy, sour, seeeeedap!~ Ha ha, alright, will post later'on? :)

And, holy, i haven't even touch my Art sketch book, nbcb! :( Haizxzsxz.

D-X: What are you talking about? Lol.
Cherolyncheryl: Hey biatch, see this call me, alright. I miss ya.

I got this picture from Yimling's blog, from 10pm till now, i am staring into the blank, listening to my blog song.......

I looked at the May/June's conversation between me and Him. There were alot of happy moments compared to unhappy ones, he never failed to make me laugh whenever i'm sad, and i appreciate it alot. I look at one of our conversation, he was a changed person, he was so protective over the girl whom he loves, and he were upset, when i found out who the girl is. I was upset of course, but our friendship stayed there, till now. And i just couldn't forget him. What a bloody bad news to me, hais.

Why, why is it that every month's 22nd is always a unhappy day for me? I've already gotten over him, but why? I hate this, God, please stop playing with me already, i hate being sad on every 22nd, i hate being so attitude-liked towards my love ones on 22nd, i hate the fact that, 1st aug night is always appearing on my mind, i want to erase it from my mind, it is a nightmare, a very scary nightmare. I don't want to feel alone, hopeless again, please.

Its 11.17pm, i've decided to ignore all the texts and calls , i will reply/answer you if i want to, because of these few reasons.

1. Save $$.

2. I'm lazy.

3. I'm ultra lazy.

4. You don't deserve my reply/answer.

5. Cause i don't want to reply/answer.

Take it down alright, alright, i'm going to sleep now, i hate 22nd, damn 22nd, i want to be a magician and make 22 disappear from the calendar. :( I am super emotional now, stupid me.

Okay, till here, goodnight, sweet dreams, bye stalkers.

Hello baby.

Hello readers again, my 3rd post of the day! ^_^ I had a chat with my 2 bestfriends today, and one of 'em is so blooody clever today, he kept spotting my mistakes, what the fool man! Ha ha, and Fana got herself a blog, and she's so happy about it, rofl.

I made a new friend on Tagged.com and yes, he is a Malay guy, rofl. Ha ha, he is real friendly, and know whattt? He is Suhaimi's friend, and also Emma's, omg right! He is so hawt la, rofl. Nah, kidding. =) He he, he's friendly afterall. Alright, enought of Him. :)

My bro is being such a bitch, he wants to use the internet stick while i uses wireless, damn toot sia he, wtf. -_- selfish lad, -'-

I'm on MSN with Kak Fieza now, i super miss her, and i love her okay! Ha ha, see you soon Kak. Cinta Kau alot alot.

XiaoPear.: No thanks.
Aslinaaa.: Linked already, love ya. :)
Wenhui: Thanks dear! Love!
Esther,: Thanks, linked too. :)
Fana: Hi Goofy, hahahaha!

My blogskin went berserk after i posted previously, then i went to look for new ones, and i editted it, i toook 3 hours okay, stupid sia, rofl. And now, its finally ready, ha ha, and because of that, im no longer sad already. :)

I'm on msn with my bestfriend, he showed me this website, http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm. He asked me to vote, Wenhui asked me to vote last night too, so i went to vote eh, i voted for the last one, i don't want holidays, holidays are so boring, so sianz. -_- Just 6 more days, school reopen already, i can't wait.

Please, vote for the last one, please please please. Ha ha, alright, till here, shall blog later'on.
Bye la-lings~

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hi, im fine.

I had a hard time falling asleep, stupid brother, he damn bad, he made me thought of the past, just because its 22nd June today, -_- we reminscence together, those happy moments we were on the phone together, okay, stop it. I must stop, :) I had 2 weird dreams last night, damn bloody weird, its about school, and i miss school, terribly. :(

This is my first dream, i can roughly remember eh, he he. :/

Its like normal school day, with students walking around, talking as loud as they could like they use to, students throwing wet-tissues around, making a fuss outside the toilet near parade square, Mr Hoe was again nagging at those "famous" students, everything was so perfect. And, of course, like as per normal, we slacked around at the canteen with the usuals, and we had lots of laughters. Till we walked pass the lift, near the Malay Room, we saw a group of sec 1's wearing our class t-shirt, and like duh, they copied us, i was furious, and i told Shakir, and Shakir, Suhaimi, Idris, Thasvin, Rayyan etc went to confront the sec 1 class, and sec 1's actually ignored 'em, rofl.

This is the dream, its so hiliarious, ha ha ha. The next dream is connected to this dream, rofl.

After recess, me, Fana, Sri and Aslina wanted to skip Chemistry, we hid at the NCC board there, then saw J, J was asking us to go back class as the teachers is here, so we ran to our class, then we hid inside class 4C, and in the end, we went back to our respective class, and after school...

I dreamt that behind Pending Lrt, there is a Macdonalds, and, Me, Aslina, Sri went to have our lunch there, as Fadhila is working there. And then, the people who ate with me wasn't Aslina & Sri but 3 Hwa Chong students, and i bought a meal, but that auntie didn't gave me my fries, so i went back to the counter, then the auntie was asked to give me fries, but she gave me, chicken with rice from Chester's (Thailand.) I was shocked, and then the manager gave me fries, and then i went back to my table with the Chester's rice, roflzxs.

Then i reached home, i went online, i saw this on his pm, "You Know I Want You, But I Need You To Want Me Too." Then i woke up already..

I didn't made this up, its all merely a dream, isn't it?

I missed you, i seriously do, read our blog alright?

jing: Depends uh, because when we're sec 3, we get to choose between History or Geography. :) Yeap, we do take chinese.

D-X: Like you very well-educated like that, if you are, why didn't you get yourself a proper english name? Did i said that i did nothing wrong? If i did anything wrong, i will apologise, and please, who are you to talk to me like that? And anyway, your spelling is great, ha ha. I didn't used any vulgarities here alright, open up your big eyes and see carefully, tyvm.

I'm speechless, and moodless.

Alright, 3rd post of the day, after this post, i shall emo and kill myself. Nah, kidding. This post, fyi, will be a fucking emo post, rofl. I seriously, got no idea whats wrong with me, since i stepped Singapore, im unhappy. I saw texts, and i replied, i replied with smiley faces, but i'm not happy at all.

During this Thailand trip, my mind was in a whirl, i'm afraid that this lil friendships between me and you, me and her, me and him, me and y'all, everything will change. I wasn't in the right track. I know, i'm going mad. I know, i'm running out of time.

My art's final layout is not out, i'm running out of time, in my mind, studies ain't my first priority, yet i kept thinking about you. I know, i've got to get you outta my mind, i know, and i will, soon. *hope so.

If we were still in a so called relationship like we use to have, we will be celebrating our 365th day tomorrow, but you know what? That was what i use to dream, like i said, use to.
I never regretted knowing you, and these few days, you're feeling down, i tried to cheer you up by showing you videos, but i doubt it works, but, as your friend, i hope that you will cheer up alright?

I am gonna buck up on my studies, im gonna finish my layout by this friday, im gonna force myself to forget who are you to me. I'm gonna try my best to finish my tasks, and i will. :)

I will confront tears, its alright to cry, but i know, i've cried too much, and there's no more tears. What a sad case, l-o-l.

I miss the happy moments, i miss everything, i want time to go back, can i?

Eiko!: I'm back already.
jing: Yeah, we do study History.
TYR: You very losoh leh.
babyyyyyyydoll !: I'm back already.
Kakak: Alright, see you soon, i miss you, :(
PASSSSSER.: Whatever la, stop it can anot? -_- sibeh irritating bodoh, wtf. 22nd jiu 22nd lah! -'-

second day.

Lil beggars are found everywhere, tsk tsk tsk.

HAHA, COCKROACHES, SCORPIONS. HAHAHA, NICE OK.

Look delicious? Nah, i also don't know, haaas.

Their food, lol.

Look, take note of the balls, its called "Kwey Nerng Koh" Lol.

We went to Pathai, and its so coooooooool! They sell Sushi, its not 100% safe, but i still ate, rofl.
This a lil "room" where the lil girl consumes her nap, rofl.
We went to the Market after that, and the coconut stall's girl is so cute that i can't resist myself from talking photo of her. Ha ha.

This is how the Roti Prata look likes. :)

Our breakfast, at Salma Resturant, it sells Roti Prata. :) Its just opposite our hotel, he he.

5 days 4 night.

Alright, hi. Im back in singapore already, im at home now, my mind is in a whirl now. Omgay. I will talk about my 5 days 4 night trip alright, :)\

First day, went out at 2pm+ dad drove us there to Golden Mile.



Then we board our coach.



Then we stopped for the first time, at Malaysia. Had this noodle, is super super sedap. No pork la, rofl.



Me & the fatty.



Dad bought ciggrettes, and this is how it looks like.

It had 32 sticks in it, rofl. -_-

Then we reached Thailand at about 9am, then we had Bak Kut Teh. :) This is the shop.



Brother ordered Thai Tea, its super super sweeet ok. And, to me, it suck.

>

Afterthat, went to hotel, put down our luggage already, headed to pray. And, i saw Cat, ROFL!



Then we headed to BigC to have lunch and also shopping. :3

I saw this on the menu, and hahaa, i thought of Hazmi Bestfriend. Ha ha ha!

Hello, second post!

Hi la-lings, ha ha. Im using another huge laptop, and im having difficulties in typing. I'm on msn with Kak Fieza & Farris, rofl. Both of 'em is so funny ok, ha ha. Alright, the other laptop has pictures, but it doesn't doesn't have internet connection, sigh. And we stays at the 3rd floor, and 3rd floor doesn't have internet!!!!??? Omfg, im damn pissed just now, rofl. But my bro let me use, so gooood of him rightzx. Ha ha, alright. My mom is physcoing my bro for body masssage. Ha ha ha, but my bro like so "don't know leh". Rofl, alright, shall blog about today, pictures will be up sooon, promise, okay! ;D



Reached Malaysia custom at 4am, then waited for the custom to open, then go to Thailand custom, then reach Hatyai around 7am plus? :D Then had Breakfast, ate Bak Kut Teh (from singapore) Then went to hotel, posted for the 1st post, (refer to below.) Then, went to pray at 3 different temples, then went to BigC for lunch and shopping. :3

Bought clothes, then left for hotel, then bathed, went to Salon, washed hair, then rested there til thai time 6.30pm. Then left for dinner, had Guava drink, then went to street and walked around, then went to Lee Garden Hotel/Shopping Centre. Bought clothes again, he he. Then walked back to hotel. Here i am. :) Ha ha, today was a tiring day ah, seriously. :(

I wannnnnna do my manicure tomorrow, he ha ho. I shall stop here, i needa go do something already, ha ha. Keep the tags coming alright? :D Me cinta y'all. :) Mwahz.

M A N T H A's ♥: Hello sister, sure thing! :D
-Qianhui: When im at Sinagpore. :)
KAK LOVE YOU: Kak, adik pon rindu kau, haah! xD

HELLO, IM AT THAILAND.

ha ha ha, hello! Im in my room now, he he. I'm gooooooooood damn happy okay! Because finally i can connect to the internet, and come to bloggggg! xD YAY, AHAAHAHHA.


I'm so happy now, i took alot of photos last night, well, my buttock is damn painful now, because when im on the bus, i can't sleeeeep well!!! :( Okay, shall stop here, because i needa go blog another blog, he he. And im scared that later my internet tio CUT. -_- Okay, bye!

TAG ME OKAY!! :D

Kell-veen: Hello, okok, no Kurang Aja already. :)
♥ , QIANHUI ;: Hello, Love!
Joyce Joysie.: Thanks Hunney. :)
X, Ade: Okay, thanks eh! :) Will relink you soooooon! :D
♥` Name's Kristlyn: Alright, will tag you tonight (?)

reach out to you, touch my hand.

Hai readers, ha ha. I'm on msn with Angelika Baby and Kak Fieza (!) Ha ha, Cat too, he so fucking basterd, i tell him i buy kuching food for him, he decline siahz. Ha ha, i am chatting with all my malay mates, haha! And, we're communicating by malay language. :) I loveeee! Ha ha ha.

Suke ah, lol. Okay ah, i got nothing to blog leh, oooooh ya!




Me, Shiping, Kristlyn, Jacia, Ahling chose a name for ASF, we decided to change ASF to USB. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! USB stands for United Sisters Brothers. And yes, we are recruting boys, ha ha. Isn't that so coooooooool! o.o Ha ha, i'm still chatting with Kak Fieza and HadiCat. Ha ha.




Now, that cat is critisizing my dog, saying that my dog is stupid, so bad righttt. My dog is fucking cute okay, i show you all. :P >



Cool, cute kn! Ini Milo ah, anjing pat rumah aku, cute gileeeee! =D Ha ha, i'm gonna miss you, lil one, ha ha. I will buy shirts for you okay! Ha ha, mwah, love you!~

Alright, i got 2 videos to show you all, i got it from Otang's blog. SUPER FUNNNNNEY! HAHAHAHAHHA, HERE YOU GO~






Alright, i shall end here, shall reply tags. :)

Otang: Linked already!
Kak iLah: Linked, already. :)

OFF TO THAILAND, BACK ON SATURDAY! :)

Knn, pubor.

Wha, sibeh dulan now. Wtf lah, i lun fron last night till now leh, almost 24 hours man, sisters kept asking me to chill, relac, but i can't. I hear your name, i see your name, your fucking cb face appeared on my mind, i so pekchek siah, nabehpubor. Eh, i write your name here la okay!


AMY, I TELL YOU, I REGRETTED KNOWING YOU. THAT TIME BECAUSE OF ONE HONGSTER, YOU BUEY KEYAN WITH ME, I PREVENTED YOU FROM GETTING HONG, BUT YOU DIDN'T LISTENED TO ME YET YOU STILL FUCKING ATTITUDE ME, NBCB LA HOR, THEN NOW, YOU LIDDAT, SAY WANT TO SUPPORT ME TILL THE END, SAY WHAT, WILL BE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT, SAI LAH HOR! KNNBCCB.


WHAT THE FUCK, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR NAME, YOUR FUCKING JIAOBIN.
I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR NAME, FUCKER! -'- FUCK OFFFFFF, DOG!

Im starting to hate you again.

Hai people, i'm back from doing my houseworks, and i'm so worn out now, i'm really very tired, tired of everything, :( Nevermind, that picture above was taken about last year? Ha ha, i miss my short hair anyway, but i love my current hairstyle, -_- Ha ha, don't mind me eh. :/ Alright, shall talk about my day today then. :)

I woke up around 9am, Uncle Steven came, then dad drove us down to Whampoa, dad brought noodles, then mom, dad and bro left, leaving Uncle Steven and me, i was playing Wii, then i got tired, so i off it. Then Ahli came, then he left, he was pissed off. O:

Then Justin came, watched Ghost Movie with him, and you know whaaaaat?! He's shouting shocked me, and not the show man! Somemore he sound so "man" and he goes "AHHHH!!" and i shouted too, Uncle Steven laughed at me, rofl. Damn Justin, rofl. Anyway, congrats on you gettin your liscence for Motor Riding. :)

Then i left around 6pm, 139 to Toa Payoh, then 157 to Bukit Timah. Then 171 to Bpp, met Jason, brought dinner, and walked home. Vivien called me, and wtf man! Ha ha, promised her not to tell anyone. :} Then Jason looked like a malay man! (L)(L)(L) Ha ha ha! He become so shuai, like all of a sudden ah, hahahahaha! Then told him alot of stuffs, i complained to him, i whine to him, i told him alot of stuffs, and he was to tired to listen, but i still talked, although i know he didn't had the heart to listen to every stuffs, hahaha. But, nevermind what!

Reached home, ate dinner, bathe, online, did houseworks, and here i am again. :) He he, i'm so fucking tired. And i feel like being a emo-kid again, wtf?! Was on Jenica's blog, and her blogsong is so nice, lol. -_- And i saw her post, and i saw one sentence that really somehow happened to me about 3 weeks ago, and this is the sentence...

It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like, 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way to your heart. It hurts.

I felt sad, when i saw that, because, it is indeed too true, it happened to me like 3 weeks ago? This is what she blogged, and i totally agree, seriously. Love, suck..

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build all these defenses, you build up a while suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different than any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.. You give them a piece of you, when they didn't really ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like, 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way to your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination, not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

This post, made me cried, and i really cried. I agree to it, and i'm stupid, ain't i? I just regretted, blame it on me, for opening up my heart and let you in and hurt me, blame it on you, for being another jerk for making another huge impact on my life.. :(

tina: Emoily@live.com.sg :)
♥` Name's Kristlyn: Replied on your tagb already. :)
YIMLING: Ha ha, biase ah, Rikahs. xD
Cheryl: Aiyor, Nuer ah, that is not my bed wor, ha ha.
♥ Xiaohan: Relinked already, luv.
TYR: Stfu.

I never get the chance again.

Hi, i'm here to blog for Yimling's past, Rikahs. I was helping her to edit her blog just now, and i was so bored ah, then i went to June 2007, and i laughed. Cause of Rikahs, ha ha ha!!

Basically, this is what happen. Ha ha, lol.

She likes Shakir alot, and i also. Then both of us happen to get along, and she was thinking whether to give up on Shakir in order to keep this lil friendship of our's, and you know what? I told her that i liked Shakir, and she didn't told me! And, we went waiting for him, and we didn't got him, rofl. Damn stupid, i swear. Ha ha.

Alright, i shall go offline now, i got no mood, im very tired, im very scared, im sick. :(

TYR: Shut up, its not me ok.
M A N T H A's ♥: Me (L) sister too. :D

This guy, owes me $50.00!

Hello people, ha ha, that person on top, is Akif. I animated this picture is because he still owe me $50.00SGD!! And, i so miss him siahz, ha ha! I miss calling him Pluto dog, hahaha! The picture above sibeh nice right, ha ha. I asked him to do some action so that i could take pictures with Burst mode with my phone, but i didn't expect that he will come up with this move. Ha ha, and i got another one, ha ha. Its even even funnier! Let's see..... >

Ha ha, funny right!! This picture was taken while watching the All Stars soccer match, ha ha. Super super hilarious, haha! Lololol, now i'm laughing like a mad girl, and my grandma is looking at me, HAHAHA!

Okay, i shall end here, i'm going to continue with Yimling's blogskin. :)

And what the fuck? My layout isn't ready yet, holy. :(

Kak Sotong: Sorry ah, Kak Sotong. Ha ha ha, linked alright! :) Oh okay, Emoily@live.com.sg. :)